when you're gone...

2009-10-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

this blog seems to be collecting dust. hahaha. oh well haf been really busy with work n school.
2 more modules n i'm off to do my practicum. i so cant wait to finish my dip. like finally the struggle is over. hahaha. i'm still thinking if i shud take my degree. hahaha. hearing the timing plus the assignments. grrrr...

work has been really crazy. i haf 34 kids under my care now. i only haf help from the trainee teachers. which to me is very different than having a permanent teacher there with them. but they're still helping me tho. which i thank for that. PTC is coming up.. gotta start on their e-folio soon.. or else i'll be dead. hahhahaha. the current principal's transferring to a new ctr. new principal... hopefully things will get better...

so many things to update.. so many things to do..
will update more things soon..
bye

2009-08-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

went to ion orchard today wit hubby.

was raining heavily in the morning.

took a cab there.

ohh reached orchard at 10.30!! super super early..

shopped at ion.

spent almost 400 bucks today....

well, at least they're something i need!! hahahah

teachers' day dinner tomorrow.. wheeeee.

my first teachers' day dinner...

at OCC...

soo soooo looking forward!! WHEEEEE!

p.s: i love you honey....

2009-08-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

i'm soo tired of everything. i just feel like jumping the highest building. in the midst of having my exams, i haf to go thru all these. thanks to all those ppl out there. esp, D. shall not use any names here. someone's just being a bitch.

so many work needs to be done. partner's not much of a help tho. my mind is totally blank right now. i cant even study. i cant even finish my work.

i thot things would get better. but literally it got worse. maybe it was a mistake. i dunno. i blame myself.

stumbled upon a this song at fina's blog.. i wanted you-ina... nice song. i keep on repeating it on youtube.

well, i'm out of here now...

it's over now...

2009-08-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

havent been good. so many things to do, so little time. stressed up with many many things. work, school, personal stuff. its really driving me crazy... child D exams is like next week. its always like this. shit will happen in the midst of my exams.

work is really driving me crazy. i just cant be bothered to do any more things. wad mroe do them at home. the workload is really stressing me up, wad more the kids. too many kids in such a small classroom. lesson evaluations are not done yet.. so many things need to be done during this weekend...

well, i'm single now.. yes i am. too many things going on. i'm moving on...

long weekend... nowhere to go... stay at home..... 3 days str8. gosh.. well, on a brighter note, i've got many things to complete...

well, gotta go.

2009-07-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

i feel like my blog is so dead. i hardly update. i'm too lazy plua too busy to update. things are driving me crazy..

i might just shut this blog down............

2009-06-27T20:41:00.003+08:00

thank god first aid is over.. i'm officially first aid trained babey!! hahahaha. its been a tiring 6-day course but its all worht it...the test was ok ok. managed to ans all qns by myself. hehe.

was at pasir ris the whole week last week. was great to be bacck even for only a week. i still love the kids. my babies... they're just gettting naughtier. hehe. but teacher rafidah love you all ok. hehe.

got lots of work to do...
1. set up dramatic corner.
2. do up art board.
3. set up art corner.
4. prepare kids' portfolio for PTC.
5. science n maths assignments.

grrrr.. gonna be really bz now. i really haf no life. it revolves around me n work. but i'm glad i can make time for bf. i love yo u honey...

well gotta go... got lots fo work to do

2009-06-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

been a super tiring but well spent week. went for first aid training since thursday at YISHUN! yes its super far plus i had to go to work early the next morning. it was fun tho. useful facts n all. we were taught to do the CPR which will be tested on baby, child plus adult. grrrrr... we got to try on the dummy... n mosr of us couldnt blow air into the adult dummy! hahahahah. gosh how much energy do u need to blow air into the adult dummy. hahahaha. talked to bf till late nite n i woke up late on saturday. was suppose to start work at 7. i woke up at 6.50! cabbed to work.

went to arab st after work. bought cloth for hari raya clothes. red black this yr. hehe. i'm love the design i chose. hehe. the one kakak bought was so makcik2 to me. hahahhaha.

went out wit bf today. watched taking of pelham 123. it was a good movie tho. went to daiso. gosh i went crazy over almost everything there. hahaha. was surveying for things that i can put into my dramatic corner next term. n the theme is GOLDILOCKS AND THE THREE BEARS.

i'm so motivated to go to work now. the centre visit last friday made me feel motivated. looking at the effort the teachers put for the showcase. n surprisingly, we were told that the setting was actually not for the showcase purpose. that was how it is everyday. everyone wondered if it is possible to maintain the environment. we were also told that it is possible.

i'm going back to pasir ris tomorrow!!! i'm going to meet my kids!!! i'm so looking forward.. but i dun get to meet bf for lunch tomorrow. :( plus i've got first aid training till thurday. gosh please lwt this week pass faster. eheheh.

yesterday was oour 8th monthsary...
time flies very fast..
i love you very much honey..

2009-06-16T21:07:00.003+08:00

i am sooooo tired... morning classes starts today. had mathematics remodule in the morning. then had to be at work by 3.15... i managed to go home n haf my lunch first tho. hehehe. i still haf to rush tho. hehehe.

science class yesterday was fun. we did dissection of frog. gross but fun. hehe. the frog was soo cold when we took out from the plastic. but the disappointing part is that it was de-skinned n they took out the organs for us. we only manage to play with the organs n all. hehehe. i had fun 'playing' with the frog. hahahahahah. i mean putting the frog into yoga positions. hahah only my team members know. hahaha. but the room stinks after that.

bf fetched after skool. had our dinner at bk. well, we had a good talk over dinner i should say. hehe. took a long bus ride home. talked n talked again. haahahah. i'm loving bf more n more each day.

well, i haf morning classes tomorrow, plus first aid training on thurs. damn! i'm gonna be super tired these next few weeks. grrr.... plus i've yet to start exercising. i've promised. i cant procrastinate anymore. ehhehe. i'm gonna start jogging ok. perhaps this weekend. hehehe.
gotta go...

i love you bf. n i miss you like crazzzzzzy.

2009-06-14T18:11:00.002+08:00

heve you ever been in a situation when you were forced to say sorry when you did nothing wrong.. well, i was being forced to say sorry to that someone when i did nothing wrong to that someone. it feels shitty. its really driving me crazy. plus when u need help from someone, theres a condition to it. like what the hell. thanks but no thanks. hahah.

i had a great time wit bf today. we both woke up late. we were supposed to meet at 10.30. we woke up at 10.30 instead. ahahahha. played pool at cineleisure. ok i suck at pool. but i'm still learning tho. hehe. had brunch at BK. walked to kinokuniya. i was reading this angels and demons book by dan brown. was contempleting to get the book. i've watched the movie, but most of them says the book's better. bf says there might be angels and demons over at lucky plaza. so ok walked to lucky plaza, but they dun haf anymore dan brown.

send bf to work, n i went home. n guess wad. i'm kinda home alone now since granny went out to cousin's house with watermelon. haahaha. had nothing to do. so.....i changed my blog skin. was looking for a simple one.

i'll be super bz for the next few weeks. morning class, evening class, curriculum briefing, first aid training. n yes, the first aid training is over at yishun!! gosh, i'd be super tired by the time i reach home. plus its like 6 days straight. thank god they dun haf training during the weekeds or else i might go crazy. 4days of annual leave gone due to remoduke. damn! there goes my holiday plans. hahahaha.

i need to finish up my science assignment soon. not gonna delay my assignments anymore. time to take school more seriously. haha. i've havent been submitting my preious assignments. hahaha. my bad. plus i need to get a new printer!! the "brother" printer at home sucks. plus its not mine. i'm so not gonna use it or else someone might go bankrupt. *LOL*

oh well gotta go... need to finish up watching angels and demons online...

p.s i love you more n more each day....

2009-06-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

i've finished watching the hills season 5.... n now............

the city.... i'm so gonna watch the full show during the weekends. if i haf the time tho. lol.

hopefully theres more dramal like the hills. hahaha.

a few more days to go to see my kids back..

i miss them..

i miss my classroom!!

i miss mr bf too!

2009-06-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

nothing much to blog actually..
we had a girls outing las fri. we had a great time eventho theres only the four of us. coincidentally it was the 4 of us that we had our so called illegal slumber party during our geography trip back in 2004. haha. rayda n i actually sneaked out of our hotel room when the teachers had finish their spot checks n went to iza's room. hahaha. well its the only trip that i'll never forget. we'll haf one of that again alrite girls! hahahahaha. *in ur dreams la ok fid*

had dinner at simpang bedok. well i was actually craving for bbq stingray but i had bee hoon hong kong instead coz i was still full from my lunch. hahaha. they had bbq stingray, i had a bit of it. the bones are oh-so-delicious. hahahahah. iza gave me "why the hell is fid eating the bones" look. hahahaha. karaoke-ed at cash studios after that. we had a hell load of fun. we sang loads n loads of songs tho it was out of tune or we cudnt reach the notes. well it was a great nite. i had fun.... well another karaoke session next month girlsd? jehehehehe.

counting the days to go back to pasir ris. i miss the kids like crazy... my little rascals. being in bedok taught me quite a no of things. it was a learning journey to be in bedok. made new friends of course. hehehe.

watched anugerah yesterday. first of all sorry bestie i couldnt come yesterday. i've got many things to do.... felt so bad tho.

congrats to small aunt. she got to the next round.
to bestie, dun give up alright. disappointment really hurts. but seeing her having the courage to sing not only in front of the audiences in the studios but the whole SG watching is just great! it takes guts n courage to do this which not all of us can. well, she's an inspiration...
we'll meet up soon ok...

i need to start doing my science assignments. i've got so many to do. from essays to journal entries... this is really crazyy!!! o can afford to not hand it in anymore... i cant afford to remodule.. i am so dead...

on a lighter note, i'm meeting the bf tomorrow after skool! i miss you honey!!

2009-06-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

i was organizing my portable hard disk when i came across this pic n i realized how much i miss them. look at them. putting on the clothes themselves wit little help from the teacher, n taking up roles like mummy, daddy, big brother, big sister n baby sister. hehe. its all made up by themselves. hehe. their little2 antics just make my day at times. the way they argue wit each other, the way the talk communicate amongst each other. they're one cute bunch of kids. no matter how naughty they are, i still love them. kids will always be kids. they can get onto your nerves, but at the end of the day, i love them to bits. i'm counting the days to see them again. its not that i dun wanna accept the "change" but i am so usef d to these kids n my working environment. but nonetheless, i'm doing ok in this centre. colleagues are warm and friendly, kids are nice.

being away from these kids make me realise one thing. CHERISH EACH CHILD. overall, i miss them.. hehehe.

2009-05-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

i had an ok ok saturday..

went to work in the morning.. well we had some kind of gathering btw the 2 ctrs.

i dread going to work on saturdays... but i had a good time wit atll the teachers.

at least i learnt something from this thing..

had discussions for our QCC n all..

well. i've got a lot of things to do....

i'm so gonna be a bz woman.

preparing for ptc n all..

well, i'm gonna take work seriously.. i mean really seriously..
had lunch together, n off home.

the weather is scorching hot nowadays.

took a cab home wit another teacher.

was suppose to go to a wedding at 4.

n guess wad, this sleepy head went to take a nap n overslept...

n i'm left wit only 15mins to get ready..

the bride was oh-so-gorgeous, the dias was beautiful.... the setting was also nice....

watermelon came..

she n hernever ending antics.. hahahaha.

went to buy ice-cream otw home from cuzzy's place.

n yea she told daddy that the ice cream lady gave her the ice-cream.. hahaha

see, how can i not love her... she's just tooo cute... hahaha.

n yea.. played wit the webcam...

we even took a video.. but unfortunately, theres no sound! hahahahah.

going out tomorrow.

i'm missing the bf.

i've got so many things on my mind now..

well, gotta go...

2009-05-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

i had fun last nite...

i miss this girl... she's one crazy friend. hehehe.

we had a great time chatting last nite, laughinng out asses off over something...

dumbo... u know i know huh iza. hahahahahahahahah

n we took pics... as you know.. being the jakon me... i kept on asking iza how to do it..

n i couldnt see anything popping out or wadsoever. hahahahaha

gosh i miss all my girl friends.

i missed the previous meeting wit them.

i'm so not gonna miss it this time.

our plan was to meet up next fri.. so girls.. pls make urself free la ok..

we planned on going to this la there la.. hahahah

but we sure gonna haf the time of our live ahh. hhahahah

i'm here at mcs liang court waiting for bf to finish work.

since i dun haf skool, i'll rot here till he finishes work. hahahah

i'm starting work late tomorrow... damn! i hate it... i hate doing 10am shift.

its driving me crazy. ahahah.

payday is coming...

so many wants.. grrrr...

but the first thing i need is a laptop sleeve.

i need a bag for my baby. hahahaha

was thinking of a nike one...

suggestions anyone??

oh well gotta go...

2009-05-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

so many things havent been going my way lately...
i haf to repeat my maths module which is crappy plus crazy... i am not entitled to the study leave which means i haf to take annual leave...n 4days of annual leave is gone just like that. congrats fid... meaning the plan to go holiday is gone just like that.... grrrr....

i am missing bf terribly... things havent been that good lately... but hopefully its all good now....

anddd.... i've got a new baby....... like finally... a lappy of my own... bf will heave sigh of relieve coz he dun haf to come over n take his lappy back late at nite.. hehehehe...
this is not the exact model tho... but the exterior is the same... hehehe. aspire 4737... i love it... plus its not black.... its blueblack... super nice...
i love my new baby here...hehehe

lesson plan evaluations are not done yet... i'm dead... AGM's gonna visit ctr somewhere this week. its crazy.. hahaha
oh well gotta go now~~

byee

2009-05-16T16:19:00.004+08:00

she's beginning to hate herself..
she's beginning to hate herself for fucking things up...
her life is in total mess now...

she hates hypocrites.
hypocrites who hides behind the fucking curtains..
hypocrites who bothers ppl's lives...

she's freaking pissed.
just one thing that happened... n everything's down the drain..
everything's fucked up now....

she's freaking pissed with herself....

2009-04-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

went to play billiard at cineleisure. it was really crazy at first. haha. but overall it was fun with bf around. hehe.

work has been really crazy... so many things need to be done. retreat on friday was ok ok. the workshop was ok ok but the food was definitely goood! hahahaha. i wasnt looking forward to the retreat. the dresscode was smart casual n we're not allowed to wear jeans. how crappy is that n i end up wearing that singkat black pants that makes me look soooper kental la ok.
lunch was fun. they had beef lasagne.. i actually took quite a large portion of rice n i filled the other half of the plate with lasagne,. hahahaha. surprisingly i managed to finish up the whole plate. hahaha.

went window shopping wit aunt after that. she was looking for kakak's b'day present. went to accessorize, coach, agnes b. finally she bought kakak a guess wallet. nice tho. but i still prefer the smaller one, hehehe. i saw this bag at accessorize. nice but dunno if its worth the buy coz it PVC leather...

payday is like in 4 days time... i'm so not looking forward eventho our centre manage to get the quarterly incentive thingy. i've gotto settle for so many things. *sigh

hopefully the computer loan thingy will be successful so i dun need to keep using bf's lappy every week. i feel like its a hassle for him to come over everytime after work n take his lappy after a long day at work. dun worry ok bf, u dun haf to come everytime to take ur lappy once i get my new lappy ok honey... :)

i'm transferrred to bedok ctr tomorrow. its a temporary transfer tho. i'm going to be there for only 3 months. hopefully i can go back by mid june. i'm hating this. i'm trying to look on the brightside tho. i'm triyng to think positive. i've been telling nenek wadever good food i can eat tomorrow at bedok interchange. hahahahaha. well, still its something that i'll be looking forward to go to work everyday... FOOD! hahaha.

oh well, gotta go....

will update again soon.....

2009-04-19T20:38:00.003+08:00

such a hectic week.....
so many things need to be done..
learning ctrs n all..
plus care and programming presentation is like next week... luckily i've done my part.
language and literacy assignment's due next week... n i've not done a single observation yet.
i've not even chose my kid yet..

my life has now been literally boring...
its all about work n school..
i only get to meet mr bf on weekends...
n its merely a few hours b4 he goes to work in the evening..

the week hasnt been good lately...
with so much naggings from the parents n all...
my back hurts n all...
its really crazy....

n tomorrow's our 6th monthsary...
the past 6 months has been a gr8 time..
eventho we had those little arguments... i just want you to know that i love you...

p.s. i love you mr bf...

2009-04-08T22:14:00.001+08:00

happy now after ruining my fcuking life?!!
dun ever drem that i'll treat u the way i used to!!
remember... what goes around comes around...

2009-04-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

things haven been going my way lately. work is really taking a toll on me. going home late everyday. had to do ot now since the partner need to teach nursery. kinda tired managing 13 kids alone in the afternoon. but luckily the kids are manageable since they juz woke up from nap. they kinda listen to what you tell them to do.

school is getting crazier. assignments are piling up. presentations after presentations. i just finished a presentation last thurs n i haf another one tomorrow. damn. so any things need to be done. n OT is very scary ok. ever since i start nite class there, nothing happened only that thurs. it was crazy. thank god i waswit my friends or else i wouldnt know what would have happened. met mr bf for late dinner at mcD after that.

met rauda n sya after work on tues. catched up wit each other at coffee bean. talk about certain issues. well. i'm so looking forward to see u girls ok.

went for a mini shopping at BV after work on friday. met up wit N n W at LJ. had dinner. i had to share sits wit W since the place was packed. i was cute la ok. hehehe. BV was not as exciting anymore. lots of crappy clothes i shud say. managed to get a purple dress wit braided sleeves. fetched mr bf at his workplace. went home together. had mango passion fruit at starbuck while waiting for him. i'm loving mango passion fruit, not too thick.

havent been having a good weekend..many things been going thru my mind. thanks to mr bf for helping me stay positive. n i am trying to stay positive in everything i do. we always talk about the negative things that happen but we never talk about the little2 positive things that we encounter.

well, i gotta go... need to get some rest. i've got a super long day tomorrow.

ps.. some things shud just be left unsaid...

2009-03-28T21:17:00.003+08:00

its been aaaagesss since my last update... been really really busy with work n school.. work is really crazy. my dramatic play is still not up yet. so many things need to be done. presentation stuff is still not done yet since i'm literally broke. i' not able to develop the pictures yet. haha,

i am super super tired. been having late nites. had to wake up super early... I NEED A BREAK!! i wanna go for a holiday... my last one was in 2007.. gosh i really need a break. ... i wanna go bora bora can?? hahahahaaha. dream on la ok.. hahahahahaha.

its the weekends... haizz.... i'm so bored at home the whole day.. went to cousin's place. poor him. met wit an acccident. had double cheeseburger after dat. hahaha. n guess wad. i was at home the whole day and i didnt know that nenek cooked my all time fave chix curry... ahahahahahaha.

i'm meeting mr boyfriend tomorrow... i miss him. yes... like even i see him for a while juz now, i still miss him. oh guess wad, i was suppose to fetch him last thurs after school, but yet it was soooo sweet of him to wait for me instead. hehe. sweet surprise... hehehe. i'm meeting mr bf tomorrow.... no plans where to go yet....hehehe.

ok this is bora bora.... gosh isn't it nice...... i wanna go ther plsssss.... ahahahaha
oh well... gotta go... bye

2009-03-14T14:58:00.004+08:00

the naughty yet adorable....

the vain pot... haha

the only one who sleeps wit a pacifier....

been really really bz wit work n skool these days...
n that explains that i've not been updating much..
well, assignments n the oh-so-heavy workload are taking a tool on me..
its driving me crazy sometimes...
lack of manpower is killing me...
events at work drives me mad...
all i can say is that, I"M EXHAUSTED!!

i've got this language arts n literacy assignment that requires me to observe a child at a home setting... hmmm.. i dunno who shall i observe.. n i haf 1mth to go... thats really short... i haven't even choose a child... gosh...

the kids are killling me... some of them are getting rowdier... its driving me crazy... plus the partner sometimes can make me go crazy too.. hahahaha. term is ending. n i haf to do my educare express... hmmmm need to do a draft on it first...

n guess wad i was told that my lesson plan eveluations are too short. haizz....

n i haf 18 3yr olds in my class now.... they can be cute... but they can b a pain in the ass sometimes.. hahaha.
it really feels good when u're sitting down wit another groups of kids while waiting to channge their diapers, n they were singing rhymes u taught them... it show that they really listen to u at times too...

n something happened at work yesterday...
it was my first...
it was really scary....
oh well.. its all good now...

oh well gotta go....

Little Miss Paranoid Returns....

2009-03-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

2009-02-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

i lost my thumbdrive n i cant do my work....
so many things needs to be done n i dun haf enuf sleep...
i dun even enjoy my weekends...
i miss my gfs...
please meet up soon...

things havent been good at work. the kids are taking a toll on me... being more rowdier day by day... been trying to manage them... hopefully i'm able to when its time for qcc...

oh well back to my work...

2009-01-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

its been a really been a stressing week. it was crazy!! so many things happening at work. n i kept threwing tantrums to mr bf. i'm so sorry ok honey...
kids not sleeping.. whining kid. hahaha. plus i'm alone handling 14 playgroups during the afternoon nap time. i haf to lunch in almost everyday now. i dun haf the time to even take a short rest. its so tiring when some of the kids refuse to sleep n they run about int the class when u're trying so hard to pat the other one. hahahahaha. but so far its manageable but hell at times. hahaha. classroom boards n sand play ctr is not properly set up yet. i need to get boxes or what so ever to contain the tools n all. partner is killing me. too many accidents happening in one week! i am really dead. i haf to answer them to the parents not her. i cant tolerate it anymore. i'm so tireddddd... my class is always in a mess when i'm not around. n i haf to clean up after the mess. erghh!

skool was ok ok. exams on 2nd feb. n i haf not even touched my notes. i'm so dead. nite classs can be boring at times. activities after activities. discussions after discussions. thank god theres no presentations! hahahaha. there will be for the next module. i hate presentations!

long weekend. the long awaited weekend. finally i can wake up late... hahaha. i've been waking up super early everyday n reaching work super early n ppl taking advantage of my presence...

daddy n lil bro's out to plat futsal wit daddy's colleague. its been agessss since i last played futsal. the other time was last july?? another futsal session pls dear friends.. hahahaha. oh yes, since mr bf will be going for his martial arts trainig everyday saturday morning, why not i go for soccer every saturday morning... since mf bf has been telling me 122345678987644g times to exercise. hahaha. soccer is also exercise ok. hehe.

i'm meeting mr bf tomorrow!! i havent seen him for like 123456789 days. its killing me like crazy... we're going SHOPPINGGGGG!! yeay!! ahahahahaha..
oh well gotta go...
need to go get something to eat.. super hungry!! hahahaha.

2009-01-10T19:42:00.003+08:00

i'm soo soo tired.... first week of skool was not that bad after all.the kids are settling in fine...i just need to get more familiar with the routine...my partner is not helping me much i shud say...i haf like 11 boys n 3 girls....they're not that easy to manage...hahaha...

went to tampines to get contact lens for mr bf n myself yesterday before meeting N&W since i threw mine the day before in class. n i forgot to bring the case... i had no choice but to throw it away. n i had to wear my glasses to river valley... so unglam!! hahahahaha. went home together wit mr bf.

went to cotton on yesterday at ps wit NnW. bought a top for 10 bucks. n i'm loving the top. thot of getting more of that when i get my next pay since i'm almost broke now. took the train to orchard... went to isetan then to fep to gor for eyebrow shaping wit the girls... n most of the shops are closed... n its only 8! gosh. gotta go some other time... bought a flat pump at mondo. W also got one... then to another shop that sell shirt dresses n shoes n all. i fell in love wit the shirtdress... it's super CUTE. the one that i was looking for but not the exact one since the collar is a lil different but its CUTE. gonna go get that one when i get my pay. then went to the accessories shop. N bought shades.. the girls went home n me. off to ue square. waited for mr bf at starbucks. went home together. reached home almost midnite. haha. got nagged by granny coz i had to wake up early today..

woke up at 6 this morning. went to orchid country club for the NTUC's staff engagement session. the thing starts at 10 but i reached yishun at 8!!! i was freaking early... had hot chocolate at mc cafe while wasting time. took the shuttle service alone! i felt awkward coz i dunno anyone there yet.. luckily some of my colleagues were there soon after. ok the thing ended at like abt 12. a colleague gave us a lift. dropped us off at bedok mrt stn. went for lunch wit mr bf then off to work while i head home. i had a good long nap wit watermelon. hahahaahaa. woke up at ard 5. watched the hindi movie on vasantham central.. chori chori chupke chupke.. its a good movie tho. went to the shop wit watermelon to get coke! wooohoooo...

guess wad? ria will be interviewing me abt my skool on monday. super nervous. i shudnt haf agreed in the first place. i'm afraid i'll stutter! plus the questions are "i-dunno-how-to-answer" questions...hahahaha. gotta prepare tho. checked my mail n i got them. i'm so gonna stutter that day....

oh well, gotta go. need to crack my brains to think of the ans to the questions i got... arghhh!
toodles...

2009-01-06T21:05:00.001+08:00

I LOVE CADBURY ROAST ALMOND

2009-01-03T20:30:00.002+08:00

well, didnt do anything much on new years' eve...
went bacck to work in the morning to print some stuff plus set up the home corner... i still haf some things to bring for the home corner since the previous teacher did nt keep the things properly...
the plan was to go to ecp wit mr bf n my ex-colleagues to celebrate new yr.... thanks to my narrow-minded grandparents n parents. they keep on nagging for no reason.... erghh...
went to bugis village wit N in the evening...
daddy fetched around 10plus.. went to kallang river wit the bdk res family to watch fireworks...
ok the pathetic part is that we went home straight after watching the fireworks... it was just a waste of my time.... i might as well go home n do something else.... erghh...
went out wit mr bf on new yrs day... n i got nagged again for going out... i actually had to go to my cousins' place... but i didnt... but i did come at night.... ergh..

it seems that there's no peace at home... i tried to mind my own business... but i always get nagged.

first day of skool yesterday at work was ok... new kids... n this boy was crying like mad for his mum... i had to carry n pacify him... ok. he's super heavy... hahahahaha. i haf like 14 playgroup... 5 of them are malays.. by noon yesterday, i haf like only 8... lucky... playgroups are more difficult to handle than toddlers... they're much more active... hahaha.
went to meet N after work.. went to her school then to bugis... walked around bugis village... i saw this sleeveless tunic... super nice... n i haf like 4 mmore weeks to my next pay... n i'm almost broke now.. hahahaha. took the cab home coz my legs were killing me due to the heels! hahaha. yes i wore heels to work yesterday... n the colleagues were going like "u're so tall yet u still wear heels"..... y cant tall ppl wear heels? are heels meant for short ppl??? hahahahahahaha.

woke up late today.... didnt meet mr bf... was having the worst stomach cramp ever.... i was home alone the whole afternoon.... had my brunch... took painkillers.. n slept the whole day... hahaha. but the painkillers are not working... i'm still having cramps now... damn...

watching movie wit mr bf tomorrow... havent decide wat movie to watch...
oh well.. gotta go....

2008-12-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

i was too bz with my life that i didnt even ask the well being of others....
i just read bestie's blog.... n i didnt know about it...
i feel really bad....
am i selfish?
gosh i really really feel bad.......

work and assignments are killing me...
i haf curriculum planning assignment due next week.. n i havent even start typing my lesson plans.... gosh....
work has been fun plus tiring... toddlers... wad do you exdpect... but they're cute tho... hehe

its school break.... woohooooo..... i'm fetching *insertnamehere* from work tomorrow!! wheeeeeeeee....

i miss everyone....
but i miss someone most.... n that person knows... heheheh...

gotta go....
update soon...

2008-11-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

just finished doing my principles n practices presentation... tired... n now i'm waiting for *insertnamehere* to finish working....

went to go get my red shirt on thursday nite. i was really last min. coz the principal say blakcdun look good on stage.. so ok. i dun haf a red shirt. n i got this red shirt from esprit... i feel that's the most decent one... as the ones from zara n mango were more formal... luckily i got the esprit one. i can use it to go retail therapy!! *wink*
waited for *insertnamehere* at UE square starbucks while waiting for *insertnamehere* to finish work.. its also infested wit mats n minahs going to doubleo... gosh.. i had mango passsion fruit blended juice... its a nice drink.. hehe. not too thick.. hehe. went home together.. i swear the bus was super cold that day...

the graduation concert yesterday was crazy... my centre had only 2 teachers where as other schools had more than 2 but the kids are like lesser than ours... haizz... the graduation march was not that ok... the performance was nice.. but the preparation.. i was mad that i had to shout at them.. they were like "teacher rafidah can u help me pull my socks... teacher rafidah can u do this... teacher rafidah can u do that??" grrrr... but their overall performance was fantastic...
my colleague gave me a lift home since she's staying nearby... thank god.. if not i would haf to go home by train.. i would haf called bestie to go home with me since i'm ay nyp. hahaha.

met *insertnamehere* in the morning.. spent some time together before he goes to work... went home str8.. did my presentation... which i just completed doing my part... finally.. presentation is on monday...

going out with small aunt n family tomolo.. wheeee... going to the henderson waves i guess.. wheee! but i wont be able to spend time with *insertnamehere*.

our schedule are like oh-so-crazy.... me with my work n school... n him his working hours... haizz...

oh well gotta go.... *insertnamehere*'s going home soon....
update more soon....

2008-11-19T21:00:00.003+08:00

i am super super tired...
i haf presentation on monday...
i haf curriculum planning assignment...
i haf graduation concert on friday....
i was told on monday that i'm involved...
the full dress rehearsal just now was super tiring....
n on top of that...
I AM HAVING A FEVER.
i cant afford to be sick...
i've been taking panadol extra since yeaterday...
i haf skool.... i cant afford to be absent coz its a 10hr lesson...
*insertnamehere* has been very naggy(hehe)... i was made to drink at least a glass of plain water a day(i dun drink plain water).
n i haf been a good girl... drinking plain water before going to sleep....
i know i'm not only doing this for him but for myself too... i need to start drinking plain water... n eating vege...
i tried eating long beans for lunch just now... i had to.. coz theres more vege than meat in the kids food.. hehe. its doesnt taste like how i expected it to be.. hehe.

oh well gotta go...
need yto eat my meds n off to bed...
i need lots n lots of rest...
another full day for me tomorrow.....
haizz....

2008-11-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

i seriously haf no life now...
been waking up as early as 5am everyday to go to work n going home at 7...
haf dinner n str8 to bed...
i haf nite classes on mondays n thursdays n i reach home almost 12 sometimes...
i am super super tired...
i miss everyone... i miss going out after work wit my colleagues...
i miss hanging around doing nothing wit small aunt...
i havent seen her for aagesssss!!

school is crazy... i haf like 20 lesson plans to do... plus a 2500 words essay.... n the date due is on the 4th dec... i cant wait for holiday... but i still haf to go to work...

finished class early on thursday... went to marks n spencer wit 2 of my classmates.. then i walked around to nike. just to pass time.. hahaha. then to borders... i'm so gonna get my hands on dave pelzer's book... i think thats the name... it about the boy who survived a troubleed childhood.. lol. probably gonna get it tomorrow.... but the thing is that i dun think i haf the time to read.. since i'll be bz wit assignments. then went to "fetch" *insertnamehere* from work... we wanted to go home together.... i am so not gonna wait for you at the coffe shop ok... its infested with mats!! i was shocked la! hahahaha.

the kids over at the current ctr i'm working are super adorable... ppl there are kinda nice... ok ok la. hahahaha. being me, i kinda wanna cry when i wanna leave the ctr after work just now.. but i kept cool... hahahaha. its really sad when u n tha kids start to get close n u haf to leave.... its really crazy.... they are an adorable bunch of kids... i'm so gonna miss this little boy... mischievious yet cute.... hehe.

starting at a new ctr on monday... taking the toddler class.... gosh......i'm sure gonna go crazy wit this kids... haha. meaning that i cant dress up to work.. but who cares! hahaha. thank god i dun haf to shower the kids like last time... lol. i'm kinda scared to take toddlers tho...

was suppose to go out wit N&W tomolo... but it was cancelled since W couldnt make it... we shall meet some other time soon ok girls!! i miss you!! i miss going lunch breaks wit the both of you!!! i'm meeting *insertnamehere* tomorrow morning... hehe. n after that.... retail teraphy... woohoooo!!

oh well gotta go...
super sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.....
waiting for *insertnamehere* to finish work......

p.s i love you

2008-11-05T18:07:00.002+08:00

my current addiction... photofunia.. hahahaha. i love this! its VB!! hahahaha.

oh well... i tookhalf day leave today... was really really really super super tired... n i'm having the worse stomach cramp ever... went hom str8.. n waiting for the bus is super boring la ok.... once u miss the bus.. thats it... n long bus rides are super bored! i literally slept like a pig just now.. haha. slept till evening.. talked to *insertnamehere* during his lunch break... yea... looking forward to sunday.... n i'm so looking forward to meet my sisters next week... please dun cancel ok... i miss you girls!!

i might be transferring to another centre... might be pasir ris... gosh... one thing is that its super not accessible n i haf to teach toddlers!!! ARGHH!! plsssss helpppppppp!!!! at 19.. n u haf to teach toddlers.... i was hoping that i didnt get it but....... haizz...

oh well, gotta go..

SUNDAY please come faster......

2008-10-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

what a week...
started work on wednesday.. i had to assist the nursery teacher. its hell i tell. but the kids are much better... the tiring part is when i had to wake up super early everyday to go to work. n bus rides are super cold....

first day was ok ok. i shud say its not as fun as my previous place. i miss my wacky colleagues... i miss going out together for lunch breaks... this time, i got for lunch breaks ALONE!!! the kids are cute. hahaha. ohh... friday was the worst since i had school the nite b4. i was super super tired n sleepy...

woke up quite early today. everyone went to the s'pore expo for some wedding thingy.. i had to babysit lil bro n fetch my cousin from her religious class at the mosque. yea... had brunch at mcD. i hate going to the mcD at my place here. i jz hate it. haha. there was this junior of mine kept looking at me like one kind. like HELLO!!! erghh..

sent my cosin back n met *insertnamehere* b4 he goes to work. sat n talked...=)
went back to my cousin's place to fetch lil bro home... watched the 2nd part of money no enough2. cousin lend me the vcd since i've not watched it. hahaha.

went out with small aunt n family... the plan was to go to little india in the afternoon. small aunt wanna get some things for her school's deepavali celebration i think. hahaha. another cousin came to her place...

ok i miss small aunt like mad! we've not met for almost 2 weeks! thats the longest ever ok. grrrr. we talked in her room.. crack jokes n all... n this princess here fell asleep. LOL. went to the bazaar at nite since her dad wanna watch the manu game. hahaha. its crowded n hot like mad laa..... n its my first time going to the bazaar there. hahahahaha.

i'm gonna watch money no enough soon after atok finish watching soccer.....
going out for lunch tomolo! wheeeeeeee~
looking forward!!
going out again on monday!!!
lets go do something..... bowling??! iceskating?!! luge n skyride??!! hahahahahahahahaha.
looking forward!! looking forward!! hahahaha

oh well i gotta go....
wanna talk to *insertnamehere*!

teacher rafidah

2008-10-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

do i tell u i got a job?!
oh yess i do...
i'm back to the working world... like finally, after 2 months staying at home rotting. hehe
i'm working as an english teacher at a childcare ctr.
n this is my first permanent job.
used to work on part time basis.. it sux anyway...hahahaha.
hopefully i can cope wit work n skool. haha.

went for the 2nd interview b4 going to skool....
went wit a fren..
the interview lasted like 1hr... i had to sign this n that hahahahaha.
went to town after that...
had late lunch at far east since we can't decide where to eat.. hahaha.
walked around n then to starbucks... sat down while waiting for school to start..
hahahan n finally... i CABOT skool!!
so me n fren walked the whole town... hahaha
we walked from forum all the way to cathay aimlessly...
bumped into izaa.... its been aggesss since i last saw her la..... gosh... meet up soon ok!!
we didnt wanna sit n talk coz we're super full...
hahaha.
came home a lil late.. haahahahaha..

oh yess i'm going pants shopping tomorrow since this work doesnt allow me to wear jeans... hahahahah. n granny is kind enuf to allow me go shopping tomorrow... wheeeeeeeeeeee!

ok gotta go....
update soon!!

2008-10-18T16:53:00.002+08:00

soccer today was fun...
i actually snoozed my alarm till i'm late...
wana had to go off early since she has work..
went home ard 12 plus.. since i need to accompany small aunt n mum to TKC for the TKC idol thingy...
i was in a midst of getting ready when her mum text me that she didnt get to the finals...
so i stayed home n helped granny since atok's lil bro's family came...
one of his daughter said i look like ning baizura?! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
do i look like ning baizura?? ahahaha. funny la...

stay at home the whole day today.... n the migraines are start to act up... arghh... i hate migraines.. DAMN!

oh guess wad... i only knew that RIHANNA N KYLIE are coming to SG next month!! ARGHHH! i wanna go see rihanna!!!!! i wanna go!!!!!!

oh well gotta go... thanks to the stupid migraines.... i'm off to watch PRINCESS HOURS. it been agess since i last watched them. hehehe

curriculum planning

2008-10-17T13:29:00.002+08:00

new module yesterday... the class just keeps getting bigger n bigger.. the assignments are crazy! 20 lesson plans.. n yea class yesterday was super boring... jus read and explain. i could sleep anytime soon. hahaha. came home late again yesterday.. coz i missed the bus. hahahaha crazy...

woke up late today... mopped the house... did the first part of my assignment. which i literally took from my cpt assignment. hahahahahah. meeting small aunt later in the evening. wheeee.. i miss her la.. the last time i saw her was on sunday... hehe.

i'm freaking bored.. oh well i still need to go cook.. n after that, its princess hours time... its been agess since i last watch it. hahaha.

oh well, gotta go... cook! cook! cook!
hahaha

to *uknowwhoifyou'rereadingthis*
thanks so much for the advices ya...
n yea i promise to take care of myself..
no more fooling around =P

2008-10-15T20:09:00.005+08:00

the raya outing yesterday was super fun. met them at the bnss side gate bus stop. not all came. nad's house first. we had super fun... tho not everyone came... but i wasnt as fun as the previous years where almost everyone came. well.. i'm looking forward to another sentosa outing wit them.. hehehe. plan ya!

woke up super super late today... was suppose to meet "sleeping beauty". but waited for the call like buah tk jatuh.... hahaha. its ok... theres always next time huh... hahahahah.

n so i stayed at home the whole day today... i was online most of the time... n i saw this aldo gladiator sandals... but but but... i cant wear sandals.. i look super slack la with sandals. hahahah.

i've got skool tomorrow... arghh... new module.. curriculum planning.. hopefully theres no presentation. hahahaha.

oh well... here are the pictures we took yesterday.....

thats all folks....

the last house's pic was blurr... not nice! arghh!

to small aunt, i know how u feel. be strong... u always haf my back.... :) meet up soon ok.... luv ya heaps!

2008-10-13T13:06:00.002+08:00

woke up late today... got n sms from my aunt...great grandma got to go home today... alhamdulillah...

i haf presentation later...i dunno if i can make it. i'll stutter for sure.. what more its a really big class... i'm having sore throat... gosh pls dun make me talk later.... it hurts like hell la.. arghh... i still need to prepare stuff for the presentation.

raya outing wit the 4g mates is tomorrow... so so looking forward to it...

it just has to end anyway..
i can't go on like this...
u dun even care...
y must i then...
sorry...

2008-10-12T12:58:00.003+08:00

i am super super tired....

watermelon's 3rd bday yesterday....

i got her a last min present... strawberry shortcake plush toy...

sister got her the strawberry shortcake cake.. ahahahaha

chalet was at the downtown east... kinda cramp tho.

n the unit almost caught fire due to the buffet thingy! hahahahaha.
after the kids cut the cake... they played outside..

went out.. played with the kids...

thay had to sit on the balloons to burst them...

the girls were like "mak ngah, duduk meletupkan" hahahahaha.

n i had on choice but to do so...

i was so scared la to burst the balloons actually...

but i managed to burst most of them. hahahahaha

penat2 pump... dorg meletupkan.

small aunt came later.... gosh. i miss her like hell la ok.

the last time i saw her was on the 1st day of raya..
we walked to watsons.. talk2. ahahahahaha.

theres always some things to talk about la when we see each other... hahahaha

went home super late... nobody stayed over at the chalet...

managed to only take pics of the kids only...

hahahah.

nothing to do today...
freakin bored...
haf to take care of lil bro since granny's going to the hospital...
I WANNA GO OUT!!!
might b going to small aunt's place later...
need to mop the kitchen.. damn!

i'm pissed wit you...
i dunno how am i going to go on wit you...
wit you going out wit other girls......
it jus haf to end anyway.....
i'm sorry.....

2008-10-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

sick n tired of everything.....

2008-10-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

mirrors scared the shit out of me...
at least i managed to put my thots aside...
nonetheless,

Life is never wonderful....

2008-10-03T22:56:00.003+08:00

3rd day of raya....
nothing much happen...
1st was ok ok. went visiting wit daddy's side. it was ok ok... didnt snap any pics... coz of some reasons. ahhahaaha. dun bother posting the pic.. it looks ugly!

i wasnt at home on the 2nd day.. woke up a lil late. met the BF. took 14 to town. gosh.. it the super long bus ride la. hehehe. then 3 girls frm i dunno which skool came up n there making so much noise. mcm bus tu bapak dorg punye.. hahaha. n i had to be patient n bear with it.. BF was super pissed at them n he kept whispering "mcm nk tendang je muka dorg". hahahahaha. watched BIG STAN at gv ps. they're renovating... so it wasnt a good idea to watch there. hehe. big stan was super funny la... but its m18... hahaha. it ended quite late that i cabot skool... hahahahah. walked from ps to penin. i saw this tank top... super nice.. skulls n hearts... cute!! hehehe. i want!!! went to esplanade... sat down i dunno where its called.. hahahah. talked2... n then off home sweet home... took 16 at the bus stop at suntec city there... gosh that place stinks like mad... i dunno why...

today.. went out in the evening with the family.. went to a few houses.. n i'm tired. n the most boring thing, i haf to stay home tomorrow... need to help nenek.. coz cousins are coming tomorrow.. dun bother to know who.

going visiting wit the cousins this sunday... so looking forward.. n of course 4G 2005 raya outing on 14th oct!!! i'm so looking forward! wheeeeeeeeee~

oh well i gotta go...

2008-10-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

i'm all done wit my spring cleaning... mopped the floor n scrubbed the corridors just now. i am very very tired now... hahaha.

oh yess... i've finished reading ANGEL UNCOVERED!! gosh.. katie price is super good la.. i love her books. so far theres only 3. n i can keep reading the books. hahaha. slept after reading the book. woke up at 6.30.... hahahahaha.

went to geylang wit small aunt n lil bro. i swear i am never going to geylang on eve of RAYA!! too many ppl is one thing... the super heavy human traffic pissed me off! plus the heavy rain... arghh... but nonetheless.... i bumped into the BF. hehehe. I MISS YOU BABY!!

small aunt's dad fetched us at paya lebar post ctr carpark... had my burger ramly while waiting. hahahahaha. managed to only catch the last bit of sinar lebaran... damn! nvm, theres always repeat telecast. lol.

n ya... i havent iron my clothes n charge my camera battery!! argh! nvm, i can do that later in the morning. hehehe. last minute. LOL.

any way gotta go.....
to all my muslim friends,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..
lots of love,
fid

2008-09-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

i had a fcukin' bad day today...

i'm tired..

2008-09-29T00:54:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS NEVER WONDERFUL.......

bestie, i need you!!!

2008-09-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

Lyrics | Superwoman lyrics
i'm lovin this song by alicia keys... superwoman...
its really inspirational..

oh yess... watched f1.. ALONSO WON!!!!! hahaha. i'm not a f1 fan tho. but who cares... its held in s'pore!!! its a must to watch... i didnt finish doing my presentation just to watch the race. i told lil bro i would be really pround if i'm working for the race... hahahahaha.

oh yes, daddy got me a new thumbdrive... he borrowed mine last time. n theres some software or wadsoever thing in my thumbdrive... n her got me a new one! its in black some more. SLEEK! i like!! hahahaha.

i'm so stuck with reading the ANGEL UNCOVERED book.. hehe. i'm 4/5 done reading.. its really a good book. i love katie price la ok. haahahaha. thanks to bestie for recommending katie price to me. hahahahaha.

oh well, i dunno if this is pms or wad.. i really feel down at some point of time. i keep thinking about *insertnamehere*. at some point of time, i get really mad, hurt, disappointed. on the other hand, i'm the otherwise.... gosh... pls helppp meeee!!

gotta go. will update more....

on a lighter note... i'm looking forward to zoukout 2008! yipeeeeee

2008-09-28T02:30:00.002+08:00

maybe i should be prepared for the worse....

i dunno...

maybe what small aunt said is true....

2008-09-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

FUN, FUN and more FUN.

thats is what will always happen when tall niece meets small aunt. n oh yes. KAK INAH. gosh its been aggess since i last saw her. hahaha. break fast at thai express.. n guess wad? i saw someone!! hahahaha. shhhhhh.. n the tom yum i had was super hottt!! hahaha

walked all the way to far east. walked around... guess wad?! i tried on a WIG!! IN PUBLIC!! hahahahahahaha. small aunt got her stuff.. then to wisma atria's cotton on. small aunt got her cardigans. super cheap la ok. 10bucks~~ hahaha n i saw this white top. its super nice... but its in white. iits nicer if its black la. hehehe. the to aldo. she got her black necklace... nice!! n we saw this bag with a plastic key.... it super nice la... not too big not too small. i like!!! hahahahahaha. n oh yes guess who we saw??! MARCELL!!!!!!!! arghh! ahahahaha. the 3 of us were literally star struck. hahahahahaha.

went to mc cafe lido. wanted to catch the f1 at the show. but it wasnt on tv there~!! we were disappointed la actually.. but nonetheless, we had a good talk.. somehow or rather, the 3 of us share the same view.... *for me to know, for u to find out* LOL.

n town today was infested wit MATS N MINAHS!! argh.... n theres this fcuking mat was making a remark that i looked like a guy!! FUCK OFF ASSHOLE!! GO GET UR FUCKING LIFE!! n she was wit his gf... typical gf figure! YUCKSS!! GET A LIFE!!!!
anyway, its doesnt affect my day wit them... hehehe. i had a good laugh with them... n that all matters. hehehe.

i'm guilty... i didnt go see BESTIE perform just now... bestie, if you're reading this, i am really really really sorry... i would make up for it ok... thousand apollogies.... GOSH I FEEL SO BAD. arghh!!! helppp!!

oh well, gotta go.....

2008-09-27T15:05:00.002+08:00

paranoid??

disappointed??

hurt??

crazy??

mad??

shitty??

........

oh well, going out with small aunt later...

its been ages since i last saw her..

i miss her!!

not gonna let my stupid mood spoil my meeting wit her...

gotta go..

need to get ready...

will update soon....

2008-09-26T16:13:00.003+08:00

i swear i'm super bored... the grounp had to redo the whole presentation. damn! it really looked like a slipshot work. lol. i was really tired yesterday... was down with flu. it sux alrite.

had mc spicy for late dinner since i only had currypuff for break fast. was online for while watching miami ink n waiting for *insertnamehere*'s phone call. hehehe. n for the first time, i slept earlier than i used to... thanks to the flu.

cleaned up my room earlier in the morning... its much more cleaner n organised now thanks to the ikea boxes. haahahaha. gonna get more of those super cool boxes. haahahaha. only need to change my bedsheet. that can be done on tues or wad.. oh noooo.. thats big sis's job. hahaha. n my bedsheet is super colourful this yr compared to the previous years... its always the flowery2 designs.. mcm makcik2 la. hahahahaha.

helped big sis wit the honey cornflakes thingy then went down wit lil bro to take pics of the playgground... ppl were all looking at me. why is this girl taking pics of the playground. weirdo! lol. sent the pics to my fren... now all i need is to wait for her to tell me which playground to work on...

oh yess... went out wit *insertnamehere* on wednesday. went to esplanade to chill.. wanted to do my project but i didnt. LOL. went to toys'r'us at suntec. toys were super cool. hahaha. n i'm loving this elmo plush toy... super cuteeeee....
*insertnamehere* was like saying that ppl were all looking at me.. lol. i didnt notice it at first. but when we went out of suntec. i noticed some ppl looking at me... lol. it was really awkward la. ahahahah. i feel like something is wrong. hahahaha.

Bestie's performing tomorrow at heeren.. wheeeee. i hope i can go... n its her BIRTHDAAY TOMORROW!!! WHEEEEEE!!!

oh well gotta go... not in the mood to write more...

2008-09-24T21:06:00.001+08:00

went out with *insertnamehere* today...
i had a great time with you....
ok back to my presentation shit...

2008-09-24T00:20:00.009+08:00

iftar at simpang bedok today wit the 4G mates was fun.... hadi was super late. we girls waited for him.... n guess wad iza.. ur voice is really different la, even wana can't recognize... hehehe.

after break fast, headed to changi airport t3... it was madness....

overall, it was super fun.. had a good laugh with them.... c ya guys again on th 14th!! *wink*

presentation sux anyway... got loads of things to do.. arghh!!! oh well here are all the pictures(as requested by the friends).... sorry its not in order.. hahahahaha =P

thats all folks....

anyway THANKS BESTIE N UNIDENTICAL TWIN FOR THE ANGEL UNDERCOVERED BOOK!!! I LOOOOOOOVEEE IT!!! LOV U GIRLS LOADS~!!*wink*

2008-09-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

havent been a good week this week. been really upset over small matters. thanks to some ppl. things havent been going my way. school was ok ok. abit tiring tho. presentation's next week. gosh. n i haf to do the presentation... DIE DIE!! ARGHHH!!
went to tm wit bestie on wednesday.. bought my raya shoes! charles and keith baby! i super love the shoe... 4inch! hahahahaha. super tall la ok. i'm lovin it! lol. i still need to get my black diamond studs... hmmm...
been staying at home the whole week. its been almost a month since i'm jobless! damn! i need to go get a job la.. or else i'll be really lazy to go back to work.. erghh. n i hate ppl asking me to do things i dun wanna do..
need to spring clean the hse... its still not CLEAN yet... thanks to my laziness. lol. do a lil bit her n there.. hehehe.
i'm still stressed up with the presentation thingy... y i haf to present! damn! i'll make a fool out of myself. hahahaha. arghh. presentation is this thursday.. gosh.. i'm so not looking forward to it.
watermelon's coming for break fast... gosh.. she is super cute la. i went to her school on monday for relief at her school. n when she saw me... she was saying like this "ka nga, wad u doing??"
hahahahaha. she is super cute la. n when i wanna go off she said, "u going nenek house??" hahaha. instead of asking me if i'm going home, she said that. see how cute can she be.... n the nursery kids there are way better than *toot*. hehehe.
basically the kids are more independent la.... hahaha.
oh well gotta go..
will update more soon.....

2008-09-14T00:48:00.005+08:00

I AM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!!first of all, thank you so much for the BIRTHDAY WISHES... be it SMSes... comments on friendster or calls... hehehe. THANKS A MILLION YA..
special thanks to my girlfriend izaa for the birthday song at 12midnite..... i luv you babe~~ sorry ya couldnt recognize your voice.... u sound like aunty kecik la... hehehehe.

didnt go anywhere on friday since the nieces came over for break fast... had a mini celebration after buka. kakak bought a mango mousse cake. nice cake. syasya was cute la.. she literally cut the cake like cutting onions. LOL. went to geylang after that. collected my baju raya.. walked the whole geylang... super super tired la ok...

woke up late the next day... kerinting woke me up actually... i could haf slept a lil longer. stayed home the whole afternoon entertaining the kids... hahaha. met small aunt at city hall. since the plan to go out on friday was cancelled... met her on earlier just now.. went to marina's arcade to play puzzle bubble. n luck was not on the bday girl's side.. she lost to small aunt... LOL. it was super fun when small aunt meets tall niece... hehe. walked to the s'pore flyer. had dinner at a bistro there. the lasagna i had was super super super nice!!! i managed to finish the whole bowl!! then off to the FLYER!!! gosh!! it was super nice n super super fun!!!! LOL. 30mins is not enuff i tell you... then had desert at gelatissimo. they dun haf the banana chocolate! ARGHHH! DAMN! had the choc chip instead.. not that nice tho. lol. i still prefer the banana chocolate. hahaha. ohh yess. presents! i got the audio technica ATH-FW3 headphones n a collage shirtdres!!! n I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!
oh well, y not let the pics do the talking.... hahahaha

the mango mousse cake

who's bday??

that bday treat

tall niece love small aunt!!!

happy laa! SPORE FLYER HERE I COME!!

the audio technica headphones!! MY NEW LOVE!!

my new baby comes with a super nice pouch!! wheeeeEEE~

going out tomorrow.. wheee~

hopefully nenek doesnt nag.. hehehe.

oh well gotta go...

will update more soon!!

2008-09-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

first dat of school is not that bad afterall. first module.... first presentation. DAMN! i hate presentations.. erghh... n the class is so big.. i mean the no of students. n i met my ex CPT mate! woooohooooo! cool or wad! at least i haf a fren. lol. but my close friend will be coming in nov. pheww..

tomorrow.... stay at home... LOL. the nieces are coming. need to clean the house tomorrow... the ceiling fans to be specific. since i'm the skinny one at home, i haf to do all the climbings. lol. thanks ehh.

oh well.. gotta go. nothing much to update....
byeee!

2008-09-10T23:05:00.003+08:00

cleaned my room a lil today.... n at least its cleaner. lol. then helped nenek out at the kitchen.. i learned something today.... how to fold the samosa!! LOL. it turned out ok actually. lol. i did it the lefty way... lol.

went to geylang wit small aunt n big sis in the evening... break fast KFC. weeheee!! finally, i got my zinger! LOL. catch up on lots of stuff... then to this fashion.... looked around for some stuff.

then to TKC. finally, i got my baju raya! it black!!!! I LOVE IT! WOOHOOOOO!! got it for 229~ damn! expensive.... but at least its presentable. lol. but it gotta be altered abit.. hehehe.
walked around the bazaar... walked for a lil bit since the place is far too crowded. too lazy to walk... bought dendeng for lil bro, n off home....

skool starts tomorrow!!!! cant wait! wheeeeeee!! first day.... school girl!! LOL. cool or wad? hahaha.

oh well gotta go... this comp sux!!

yoji harada is super CUTEEEE!!

2008-09-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

how does it feel when u're all dressed up to go out n u're out with that person... but suddenly that person says that he/she has to meet someone else later? shitty huh...
i was caught in that situation just now. i was like WTF!! all my efforts are wasted. kill time from the time i wake up... den dress up just to go out.... n someone has to meet the parents later.. WTH!!!

n i went to town after that since theres nowhere to go... went to borders to check out some books. i'm gonna get my hands on that katie price book soon. hehehe.
then took 65 home. its been ages since i last took 65 from town. lol. it sux anyway...

talked to N about everything. n she was kinda pissed about the whole situation.
n i had to say byebye to *insertnamehere* n no more looking back.
thanks to N and *newfriend* for all the advices.....

skool's starting in 4 days time. i cant wait! woohoo. finally.... but i hope i can cope wit all the assignments n all. lol.

another stay at home the whole day tomorrow. need to spring clean my room since the grandparents are making noise that i'm not doing anything at home. i shall do something fruitful tomorrow which is spring clean the room. hahahahaha.

oh well gotta go..... no oh yes.... yoji from miami ink is super CUTEEEEEE!!!!

2008-09-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

juz came back from iftar at daddy's lil sis's place. food was ok. hahaha. had bone steak. after break fast, watched f1. went home early since daddy's working tomorrow...

went for the NTUC childcare walk-in interview earlier today. its at hotel rendezvous. gosh. i dunno if i get the job or not. i was stuttering most of the time. n i dun look confident when answering her questions... arghh...

the plan to break fast with W n N was cancelled yesterday. went to vivo to meet a friend instead. went to pageone. the only place i love to go when i go to vivo alone! lol. GUESS WAD?! theres another new book by katie price!!!! ANGEL UNCOVERED!!! lol.

met *newfriend* at harbourfront control station. sat at vivo's waterfront or whatever you call it. we sat n talked. yea. since theres nothing to look at in vivo. the same old stuff. lol. talked for quite a while. then we're off the the sky park. n this makcik was asking us where is the sentosa express station. n we were like asking each other. wad is she doing in sentosa late at nite. LOL. reached home late. had supper since i didn't haf a proper meal when breaking fast. n thanks to*newfriend* for reminding me to haf my meal. lol. called mcD. n i got the wrong order. instead of a mcspicy i got 20pc nuggets!! how on earth am i going to finish up the 20plc nuggets. hahahahaha. i called back n i got my mc spicy plus that 20pc nuggets FREE!! hahahaha. n theres still nuggets lef till today. lol. super funny la....

nothing to do tomorrow... no plans at the moment... i'm craving for seafood spaghetti!! haha. its stay at home the whole day tomorrow i guess. i wanna go out!!!!!!!

oh well gotta go...

2008-09-04T13:46:00.002+08:00

migraines are killing me....
slept late last nite.
been watching miami ink.. what else...
woke up super late today...
n i'm having migraines now. DAMN!
theres nothing much i can do at home now..
its freaking boring..
oh well...
gotta go....
thanks to this stupid migraines.... erghh!

to *insertnamehere*,
i'm so so sorry about everything last nite...

2008-09-03T12:26:00.004+08:00

the pics....

that b'day party me n N went to....
camwhoring in the CC toilet... lol. crazy....

wana's mudpie n vanilla caramel??
my pot pie n BANANA CHOCOLATE!! super nice!

rauda....

us... tabboo-ing... hahahaha.

that day was super fun.....

lets go out again another day ok?!

i miss you girls already!!

n not forgetting N n W....

meet up sook ok!!

oh yes... i'm freaking bored rite now.... i've been staying at home the whole day since monday... only went to get my CPT cert yesterday.... but went str8 home.. i could haf gone window shopping or whatever... but i went home str8.... too tired to walk around... lol..

the laptop's been giving me problems... i dunno y i can use it today... thank god... at least theres something i can do rather than watch tv n sleep... coz i cant eat since i'm fasting!! lol..

oh well gotta go....

2008-08-31T18:35:00.000+08:00

pheww what a week...
been staying at home most of the time....
since i'm not working...
erghh...

monday was boringggg!!
stayed home the whole day...
went out with small aunt at nite to orchard n hilton hotel...
went to watch some performance there...
super cool place....
went home late.. hahahaha

spent time with *insertnamehere* on tuesday....
watched 4bia at e!hub...
downtowneast is super nice now...
played arcade..
crazy us. hahaha
we were addicted to world combat...
we spent like 15 bucks on arcade... LOL.
followed *insertnamehere* to meet his friends...
went home late...
got nagged... but WTH who cares!
i had a great time with him...

stayed home the whole day on wednesday....
watched tv..
eat. sleep. eat. sleep.
the whole day!! hahahahaha.

went for an interview at N's workplace on thursday...
super funny la..
i was told KALLANG WEST CC....
but the place is actually GEYLANG WEST CC!!
hahahaha.
was supposed to accompany *insertnamehere* to the bank...
but he's not feeling well... went home str8 after interview...
hopefully i get the job...
can work together with N again!! woohooo!!

went back to BNSS on friday....
the funny part is that when we reach skool, the teachers are all leaving for i-dunno-where....
but luckily we managed to see some teachers...
we met MS LEE!!
the sec1 maths teacher.....
shes super cute la ok...
she could remember everything!!
AMAZING!! lol..
she's the one maths teacher i'll never forget...
n she was asking us wad we're doing now... so i said taking my diploma in earlychildhood...
n guess wad she say.... "OH I THOT U"RE DOING MODELLING!!! SO TALL"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. me?! modelling?! NEVER!! LOL
met with the girls at tampines...
its been ages since the 5 of us met!!
had BRUNCH at food culture...
then to coffee bean...
played tabboo... bestie brought.
super fun!!
i was the blur one at first...
we had so much fun.....
will upload the pics later....

MOVIDA with small aunt was super fun!!
went to pan pac first since she's having her teachers' day dinner there..
waited for her in the hotel room..
the place is SUPER COOL!!
as usual, me being the jakon one....
i went around the whole rom exploring the stuff there!! hahahaha
even their breakfast menus!! LOL.
then off to st james with small aunt n friends..
the place is super big n super nice...
movida was super fun...
the songs were super nice...
the band was super cool...
the crowd was not so cool..
too many MATS N MINAHS... lol
but overall we had fun....
went home super late...
slept over at small aunt's place as usual... hahahahah

went for karaoke yesterday with small aunt n sister...
fun...
the had dinner at ramen ten...
i dunno y i ate so much these day...
i get hungry real fast.
hahahahaha.pre-fasting month syndrome! hahahahahaha.

went to the market with the grandparents in the morning...
i was forced to... lol
stayed home the whole day....
with the kids around...
stay at home the whole day was not boring....
hahahaha.
the kids went out with the cousin in the afternoon...
i had a long sleep..
n here i am at small aunt's place blogging since my latop's gone...
i dunno what happened to the laptop....
DAMN!

oh well gotta...
will upload the pics soon...
anyway HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!!!!

2008-08-22T20:29:00.005+08:00

havent been updating for aaggesss.... hahahah.

been really busy with work...

lots of things haven been happening this past few weeks....

finally, today was my last day of work in that centre....

i was actually shocked when she told me today was my last day..

i miss the kids la...

nicole.. chevonne... gosh...

eventhough they tend to give you problems, they're actually very adorable bunch of kids...

the thing that touched me was this girl drew something n gave it to me...

she's such a sweetheart la...

but it was such a relief that i no longer haf to go back there for another week...

been going out almost everyday after work...

went to watch the love guru last on wednesday... ALONE!! hahaha.

it was super funny... n the movie was really super super funny....

next movie?? wall e!!! yay!! definitely gonna watch it...

went to borders yesterday.... ALONE again...

the plan was actually meet N after work to accompany her for something at dhoby ghaut.

then it was cancelled.

then went to borders to kill time while waiting for small aunt...

the plan to meet small aunt was cancelled!!

hahahahahah.

went for an interview last monday at chinatown wit N.
then to VIVOCITY... window shopped wit N...

n FINALLY, i got my nike free maryjanes!!!!! woooohooooo!!!

i'm a happy happy girl now~

its pink n black! I"M LOVIN' IT!!! lol

n i got a audrey hepburn sling bag from bugis village...

super cool. hahahahah

bought so much stuff this month...

next month....

TIMBUK2 sling bag!! woohoo...

been eyeing that bag for a long time...

i actually wanted to get manhatan portage... but....

its too plain la. hahahah

went to a wedding on sunday with small aunt's family n watermelon's family...

guess wad i wore!

BLACK SHIRTDRESS wit tights N NIKE FREE MARYJANES!

cool or wad?! hahahahahahahahahahahaa.

then after that to expo to watch small aunt's performance....

n i saw a guy exactly like *insertnamehere*

EXACTLY... gosh... i was literally staring at him la...

hahahaha. paisey!! LOL.

the plan today was to go watch fireworks at esplanade....

the plan was to go home n put the stuff n go out again...

but it was raining heavily as soon as i reach home.

was too lazy... since its raining heavily...

i slept instead. hahaha.

going out tomorrow... wheeeee~

with small aunt. who else...

goin to tkc to support her for the tkc idol...

hopefully she make it to the next round....

oh well gotta go..... here's some of the pics...

the wedding i went..... shirtdress wit nike free... cool or wad! ahahaha

watermelon.... the precious one...

the one i miss most.... nicole baby...

some of the older kids....

chevonne... the adorable one...

shanessa... the smart one..

oh well... gotta go...

i miss this super adorable kids la.....

erghhh!

dun haf to teach me wad to do...

tolerance really goes a long way.....

2008-08-09T14:02:00.002+08:00

happy 43rd birthday SINGAPORE!!

celebration at school yesterday was ok ok...

i came in earlier just to celebrate with them..

the kids were cute..

all in red n white...

it was N's last day yesterday...

its only left with the 2 of us...

BORING...

now we're counting down to end of this month n we're out of there..

we'll for sure miss N..

working with them is really FUN..

break time was never bored with them around...

going out after work most of the time...

i'm looking forward to go out with them again next week i hope... hahahaha

it's stay at home doing nothing the whole day today since the plan to go out with the cousins is cancelled....

*insertnamehere*'s haf to work today....

i wanna go watch FIREWORKS!!

arghhh....

boringggggg....

oh well gotta go....

2008-08-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

gosh.... havent been updating for i dunno how long....
too tired to update...

work sux nowadays...
the only thing that i look forward to school is to meet the 2 colleagues n the kids....
timetable's changed...damn!!
more things to do...
super crazy...
nvm, a few more week n i'm out of there...
yes, i quit!!
principal's no longer there....
i'm not even interested to do the creative expression shit or what so ever...
my working hours are now reduced.. thanks..
i can go home a earlier now. which is cool...

my weekends are fine...
the kenduri on saturday was fun...
actually i slept while the older ones were outside... hahaha.
the food was super nice la...
sleptover at small aunt's house...
the plan was to watch the mtv asia awards...
BUT in the end... we slept!!
owke up quite early in the morning...
since small aunt had tennis n the parents are going for a jog at bdk res...
i didnt follow... was too lazy to follow...
went home... played with the kids n all..
went out in the afternoon wit *insertnamehere*
the initial plan was to go watch dark knight BUT the tix were sold out!!
we went karaoke instead... hahaha
it was super fun...
then went to the new bridge at henderson....
gosh... its was suepr nice la...
i love the place....
i shud say that my weekend was well spent...
thanks to *insertnamehere* =)

went to far east after work wit N n W..
got my hair cut!!!
its freakin short now!!
the 3 of us went for eyebrow shaping...
its not that painful afterall...
i was super scared initially.. hahahah
then shopping!! what else...
n oh gosh... i spent like 200plus today!!!!
i bought:
- MAC studio fix powder
-CK one perfume
-black studs
-black bangles
-black dress
-2 cotton on long sleeve tops
-white skinny belt
- toiletries

gosh.... i'm super crazty la ok....
cant spent anymore...
oh yess... saw the manhattan portage bag...
might get that one instead of crumpler....
but N says i shud get timbuk...
WHICH ONE?!!!

speechless....

2008-08-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

2008-07-27T15:19:00.004+08:00

its sunday... n i'm at home now..

damn! its super boring la ok....

didnt go out since i'm BROKE...

like wad small aunt say, berak sembelit broke... hahahaha

pay day is this thursday...

BORING....

erghh...

got lots of stuff to get..

my nike free..

timbuk2 or crumpler bag..

jumper!!!

n of course red shirt..

erghh... need it for national day celebration at school...

ohh... went for the b'day party yesterday...

met N at outram NEL...

we came early to help the mommy do the decorations...

we did in the house this time compared to the previous one...

a simple one tho....

their b'day cakes wer super cute...

doraemon n helllo kitty...

from polar...

the mommy ordered for us mcdonalds since the buffet was not HALAL...

went home str8 after that..

took 87 from sengkang..

the bus was super super cold la...

i've got work tomorrow...

till 7!! arghh...

hopeffully i get to go home early..

it very very tiring la do go home at 7...

this is what happens when theres too much part timers n old teachers...

not willing to stay till late..

erghh...

oh well... nvm... its only for a few weeks more....

anyway here are the pics we took yesterday.....

2008-07-25T20:32:00.003+08:00

I AM SUPER SUPER TIRED!!!

i cant stand it anymore!!

its fcuking irritating n tiring..

even the rest are complaining about the new management...

keep on changing here and there..

today is the first time going home straight on a friday...

i will usually go out with N or meet small aunt...

nahh.. shall not disturb her "FF"..

hahahaha..

theres the twins birthday party tomorrow..

wheee....

going out! LOL.

meeting N after her school..

going together..

wheeeee~

gosh i dunno wad to wear!! ARGHH!!

hahaha

n yes!

i'm going to sign up for my DPT...

finally...

going back to school..

but gotta take nite classes..

gosh..

i dunno if i can make it...

with all the last minute assignments...

*sob* *sob*

oh well..

gotta go..

2008-07-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

one word: TIRED

i now haf HELP to teach the playgroups as well. DAMN!

its really crazy i tell you..

n classroom activities after 5?!

u're being so so unreasonable.....

CRAP!

the kids start to get restless after reading A rhyme.

n how am i suppose to go on when the kids are not focusing?!!!

gosh...

plus i cant do it in my own classroom...

i haf to do it in another classroom which i'm not so keen to go to...

only N n W know y...lol.

i just cant be bothered.

but i'm really tired.

i haf to carry out lessons.

i dun mind helping... but carrying out lessons?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

oh well..

gotta go...

2008-07-20T12:57:00.002+08:00

gosh.. its freaking bored rite now....
i wanna go out!!!
went home late last nite...
i went out in the morning just to escape from going to the birthday party...
the birthday party...
i just cant be bothered going...
seriously...

went to TKC to watch small aunt wit mak...
it was great...

went out wit her after that...
KARAOKE!!!!
yea... the usual stuff we do when we're BORED...lol.
its really crazy yet fun...
small aunt n tall niece...

woke up late today...
didnt do much.
theres nothing much to do at home...
watch tv, surf the net n rot....

skool's tomorrow...
nothing to look forward to anymore...
erghh.... =(

oh well, gotta go..

~fid

2008-07-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

the spaghetti sauce that i cooked for tomorrow's lunch with N n W....

its super spicy la...

gosh.. too much chili.. hahaha.

since N brought today, its my turn to bring tomorrow...

oh yea, someone passed a comment about N know how to cook...

hahaha. HELLO?!!

we definitely can COOK!!!

erghhh.. CRAP!

oh yea... skool was definitely crappy today...

yea, its very boring when one of us dun come to skool...

i had to take the k1 n 2...

now i know how W feels when she haf to take all 3 classes when i'm not around...

heheheh.

STRESS!!

lol.

oh well, gotta go.

NYTE!!

2008-07-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

tired...
school?? BORING!!!
only 3 kids today....
had to finish up the worksheets... arghh.. i hate worksheets...
did the national day decorations...
been doing them since tuesday...
did the buntings...(did i get the spelling correct? LOL)
we've got loads to do...
the kids were supposed to colour... but instead the teachers join in... LOL.
combined class with the K1s.
the thing is almost done...
turned out to be nice..... LOL.

went out to BV with N after work..
i waited for her to finish work to walk out together.
n since her plan to st james was cancelled...
we headed to BV....
it was super funny on our way there...
she actually bought the hair mask..
n she forgot to take it from the shop after paying... cool or wad?
hahahahaha....
poor her la...
walked the whole BV...
bought a knee length black skirt... BUT ITS NOT NICE!!!! DAMN!!
waste my 12bucks!!
i wanna a refund!! ARGHH!!
bought another stockings....
and black, white n gold bangles... wooohoooo..
nice.. lol.
thot of getting this breakfast at tiffany's sling bag... but it looks small... :(
shud get another bag after my pay next month...
that puma bag, its too sayang to wear it to work everyday...
too nice la..
haahahahah.

i've been eating a lot lately...
gosh.. i'm getting fatter!!
yes... imagine after eating 5 servings of nasi lemak, i can still eat cheese crackers, drink coffee n ribena.... LOL.
CRAZY...

going out with small aunt tomorrow!!!!
WHEEEE!!
GO OUT!! GO OUT!!
i miss SMALL AUNT!!
weekends!!!! i've done my lesson plans!! woohoo!!
3 weeks baby!!
who wanna complain that the young teachers are not doing their work??!

oh well... gotta go...
good nyte!!!!!!
haf a great weekend!!!

2008-07-04T23:14:00.007+08:00

crappy thing happen in school today...

shall not mention it here..

went out with N to town after work...

went to forever21. didnt buy anything there coz the things there are getting crappier..

too many flowery stuff. hahaha

then to cotton on..

didnt get anything there too... but i got a pyjamas at cotton on body!!! 10bucks~ cool or wad?! hahaha

bought a skirt at mango!! woohoo!!

then walked to far east....

I GOT MY GLADIATOR SANDALS!!! WOOHOOO!! COOL OR WAD?!!!

bought za concealer n powder refill at watsons...

n went str8 home...

didnt meet small aunt coz i was too tired..

anyway, the pics.....

gotta go..

i haf medical check up tomorrow morning...

BLOOD TEST!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

lol. meeting N again tomorrow SINCE THE GATHERING IS CANCELLED!! FCUK!!

2008-07-03T21:19:00.003+08:00

only 14 children came today.. LOL.

phewww... at least we get to relax...

the kids did artwork... only artwork...

since we dun haf to conduct lessons.

n moreover, we were super super sleepy, especially me la...

lol.

went home late last nite..

played soccer at ecp yesterday afternoon.

it was FUN.

wana's classmates plus azim n the gang played...

can we play again?!! FUN La... hahaha

n karaoke session with small aunt n the friends in the evening was LOVE!!

it was SUPER SUPER FUN!!!

hehehe.

another karaoke session ok small aunt!!

*wink* *wink*

n the chit-chatting session at mcD after that was FUN.

jokes n stuff.. hahahaha.

skool tomorrow...

hopefully the attendance will be like today. lol

ohh... going out tomorrow after work...

SHOPPINGG!!! need to go get aither the everlast, kappa or vans shoe...

my current kappa da cannot make it coz its been with me since last november....

hahahaha.

looking forward to the 4G gathering this saturday..

hopefully everyone can make it...

or it'll be a waste of time going...

LOL.

oh well, gotta go..

NYTE!!

2008-06-29T20:28:00.004+08:00

phewww... what a week.

been super super bz..

language corner is almost done...

i managed to do it myself tho its not that nice....

that someone did only 20% of it....

i finished up the rest...

hmmm...

practicum folder is done...

handed in on saturday...

hopefully the licencing thingy goes well...

its really irritating...

we (as in the 4 of us) worked our asses off for this practicum thingy...

but the others just dun care about it...

its really crazy....

went for syf open house with small aunt n her school kids at indoor stadium...

met her outside indoor stadium.,..

it was a good one..

had dinner at mcdonalds parkway after that....

slept over at her place!!!

yess!!

super fun!!

i'm gonna sleep over her place everyweek...

best la.... hahahahaha.

die die i did finished my practicum folder...

slept at 3.15 am!!!

super tired la ok...

then mak woke us up at 8.30...

gosh.. thats only 5hrs of sleep!!! LOL

had breakfast together...

small aunt "practiced" for her audition...

i went home...

then went to skool to get my practicum lesson plan...

then to orchard towers to hand in my practicum supervision..

then to tkc for the tkc idol audition...

small aunt took part...

bestie took part too!!!

LOL.

the audition was super longg laa......

ended around 6plus....

then small aunt's dad sent me to ecp for iza's b'day surprise....

it was a blast la...

she was happy....

glad that she was happy...

it was fun...

daddy fetched me back...

sent wana...

then i went str8 to bed..

was super super tired...

went for a karaoke session at a wedding at woodlands today...

with small aunt n family...

didnt sing much due to some things...

shall not mention..

hhahahah...

then sent small aunt to esplanade..

n off home..

slept in the car. lol.

syasya came in the evening..

that super cute lil darling...

hehehe.

istiff haf some work to do...

gotta do it by tonite...

hehe..

working tomorrow...

damn!

not looking forward tho...

lol.

gotta go...

enjoy the pics yaa.....

lesbian partner.... lol
the birthday cake.... choco mint...
the b'day girl... SURPRISEEE!!
still surprised....

best girlfriends...

us.... HAPPY B"DAY IZAA!!

going home already.... azim menyebok je..

hahahahaha!

2008-06-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

i am definitely going!!!!

WOOHOOOOO!!!

ok bye!

weekends..........

yayness!!

2008-06-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog nowadays...

been really busy with work..

damn!

new term sux....

gotta do worksheets la... teaching charts la....

arghhh...

LEARNING CENTRE SUX BIG TIME!!

i've gotta go to school tomorrow morning just to do my learning centre...

n the partber that i haf to work with.,.... ARGHHHH~!

shall not comment tho.

my week was another ok ok week....

had to sit in the office the whole day on tuesday to finish up the maths worksheet.

poor W had to take care of my lil rascals the whole day....

sorry....

n she had to take care of them again today!

arghhh... i feel bad...

this is wad happens when i do last min....

ooh...

went for another karaoke session wit small aunt n hubby wit his lil bro n fren....

this time..... we sang almost all english song...

hahahaha.

i had fun!!

small aunt's b'day yesterday.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SMALL AUNT!!!

TALL NIECE LOVES YOU!!!

*wink*

today was chevonne baby b'day....

had a mini party at skool...

took lots of pics for her mummy...

oh n yea.... had to STOP...

thanks to *youknowwho*

ERGHHH!!

oh well.... gotta go...

without you

2008-06-15T21:09:00.010+08:00

woah.... wad a week... its been a really busy busy week..

got lots of stuff needed to be done...

preschool teacher is not an easy job afterall...

*sob* *sob*

weekends are super super fun!

met iza, shahirah n shafaat...

met them at mosi cafe..
my first time there...

nice place i shud say..

but alot alot of YPs... LOL
n the sanwich is nice.... the chocolate smoothie is super nicee!!!
met small aunt after that since its still early...

saturday: DIVA LA FUTBOL.
my 3rd time joining...

its at fico sports hub.... yea...

super far la ok...

had to wake up super early...

small aunt came...

and a friend also came to watch me play...

supporters huh.... COOL OR WAD?!
our team managed to only qualify to the quarter finals.... i think so la... hahahaha.
we didnt play properly during the last game since we were super tired la...

but anyway, thanks to the friend for advices n support..

n thanks to small aunt too for coming eventho its super far...

i had fun... from the games to the jokes we made....

went home str8 after that...

took a cab.. wad else. hahaha.

watched congkak with small aunt n mum...

2nd time watching... not really scary at all
hahaha.

went out at nite... KARAOKE!

its been agess since we last went there...

uncle taha, sufi n sister joined us later....

it was super fun...

ate mcdonalds... the spicy nuggets is super spicy....

had supper at newton after that...

then, home sweet home..
reached home at around 3plus...
its really crazy...

woke up super late today...

followed small aunt to a wedding for karaoke session again.

its at punggol..

the pelamin is nice..

it has waterfall at both sides.. cool or wad?!

ahahahahaha.

sang a few songs..

yea its my first time singing in front of a lot alot of STRANGERS...

its really scary...

didnt sing that good today.. argh!!

nervous la.. hahjahaha

went for dinner at simpang bedok in the evening...

with atok, nenek, sister, lil bro n watermelon n family...

had my bullet steak n roti john...

the bullet steak was not that nice... n the corn was sour!!

ARGHHHH!!!

hahahaha.

watermelon was cute la..

she was scooping rice from her dad's bowl n put it in her mum;s bowl.
cute or wad?!

oh yea... shes really cute la ok..

that lil darling....

i still haf lots of stuff to do...

practicum folder..

learning centre activities...

worksheet for next term..

currently, i haf to complete my practicum folder first...

i told you. i'm a procrastinator... damn!

i still havent start on a single thing...

arghh!

oh well gotta go...

here's the pics we took at mosi cafe..

girlfriends...

thats all folks!!

nyte nyte!! =P

COOL OR WAD?

2008-06-08T23:05:00.005+08:00

it was a super fun outing with the girlfriend, syaa... COOL OR WAD?!

hahahaha..

since soccer is cancelled...

we decided to meet up n chill..

instead we walked around town...

lol. first stop was epicentre at wheelock...

they're having some event on iPhoto i think...

its like we gotta do some photoshoots...

n they show us how to edit using iphoto... COOL OR WAD?! hahaha.

n they actually put on make up for us la... its super funny ok...

the make up sux... esp the eyes... arrghh! hahahahaha...

overall it was ok ok... n FUN! hahahaha.

walked around wheelock... tried on specs...

went to star three sixty.... onitsuka tiger shoes... COOL OR WAD?!

i decided to get the onitsuka instead of nike free..

i'm getting that next month since theres heaps of stuff i bought this month....

today, i bought.....

1. strawberry shortcake water bottle... am i crazy or wad? i already bought the nike one... hahaha. crazy.. impulsive shopping... damn!

2. strawberry shortcake pouch.

3. alvin n the chipmunks DVD

4. white skull shawl.

had our meal at nana thai at far east....

ate tomyum soup, beef kway teow n sya chix fried rice...

something funny happen la...

syaa broke the claypot handle~!!

COOL OR WAD huh syaa?!! hahahahahaha.

then off to tangs to look at some stuff...

fossils watch is super nice la....

then to ngee ann city n wisma...

syaa bought mango tee....

then off home...

otw, had ice cream at gelatissimo...

free ice cream!

syaa's cuzzy's working there...

COOL OR WAD? hahaha

i'm loving the banana chocolate la..... i supppperrrrr nice!!!

i'm gonna haf that again someday....

wheeeeeee....

lesson plan's done...

main hentam father's dat craft je.... hahahahahahaha.

n phonics.... since its revision week... lol...

working tomorrow...

kids!! kids!! kids!! lol.

n i'm not fated to buy gladiator sandals la.....

even the biggest size looks ugly on me! damn!!!

oh well, gotta go... sleepyhead's off to bed!!

nyte nyte~~

ps: sorry syaa i had to put up that pic..... COOL OR WAD huh!! hahahahahaha....

2008-06-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

BORING SATURDAYS.........

oh yess.... soccer tomorrow evening...
n tell me wad am i suppose to do earlier in the afternoon?
arghh....
fcuken bored!!!

2008-06-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

i went shopping with N after work today....

went to cotton on at wisma...

i literally went crazy, thanks to the GSS. hahaha.

bought a darg grey 3/4 sleeve top...

supr nice la thou its plain...

gonna go get some more some other days. hehehe.

then off to stadium ngee ann city to get my bag.

bought a nike water bottle. woohoo...

i was torn between the puma duffel bag n nike gym bag...

both bags are nice.. but the nike gym bag is a lil long...

so i ended up buying the puma duffel bag since N said its nicer than the nike one....

hehehe.. thanks ya for the opinion. hehehe

walked to far east...

initially, i wanna get a gladiator sandals....

guess wad?! i cant even fit their biggest size! damn!

n i ended up piercing a 2nd hole at my left ear...

hahahaha.

i swear i'm not gonna pierce anymore....

the pain is crazy.... hahahaha

wad i bought this month:

1. puma duffel bag

2. plaid shorts

3. cotton on 3/4 sleeve

4. victoria secret perfume

5. nike water bottle

so far i'm happy... at least i get to do a lil shopping this month...

comapred to the previous months... i didnt get wad i wanna get...

theres still more stuff i need to get. hahahaha.

i still need to get my nike free...

nvm, shall save a lil this month n get it as soon as i get my pay next month...

woohooooo... NIKE FREE BABY!!!!

work sux today....

thanks to the *u know who*

afraid to lose ur precious teacher huh...

some ppl are freaking childish.....

old but got no brains to think.

STUPID!!!

i'm jus gonna swallow wadeva they say till i complete my practicum hours...

n i haf to go back to the centre tomorrow...

i left my lesson plan book at work..

damn!

oh yes...

its been agess since i lasst watched movies...

might be going tomorrow...

wanna join anyone?? hehehe

oh well gotta go...

~fid

2008-06-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

good news!!!

i passed my practicum supervision!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!

I AM SUPER SUPER HAPPY!!!

I AM SUPER RELIEVED...

its over!! wheeeeeeee~

its time to celebrate!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

it was super scary la...

everything was done last minute....

n its all thanks to new friend for the help....

its been a great help...

he/she taught me to be organised...

coz i'm such a disorganised person....

i tend to do things a lil bit here n there...

thanks to him/her... i manage to finsh my things on time...

thanks from the support from the closest ones n the principal n close colleagues, i manage to pass.

i always thot i couldnt make it...

the supervisor n principal talked for a while after the supervision, n they said that i've got a potential to be a good teacher. LOL.

ok i dunno how true is dat...

but nonetheless, i might be taking the dpt or the trainer dip frm GIG.

gosh, i seriously dunno wad i wanna do...

earlychildhood?? pri skool teaching???

talking about the centre, i dunno if i wanna quit or not.

i'm already attached to the kids.

they are such an adorable bunch thou they're mischievious at times....

i dunno wad will happen to them if i were to go...

esp the babies.. hehehe.

its been a really bz week...

oh yess... went to anugerah band with new friend n small aunt...

it was my first time there...

hahaha.. cool or wad?! lol.

the bands were really good....

but overall.. that nite was fun...

finally, i can breathe now....

practicum supervision is over...

all i need to do now is the reflective journals n the practicum folder stuff...

gotta do it quick...

i'm not gonna do it last min again...

gonna start doing them this weekend...

hehhehe.. we'll see... hahahahahaha.

i'm such a procrastinator! damn! haaha

daddy, stepmum n lil bro's off to kl tonite!

wheeeeeeeee!!!

happy la...

i'm freeeeeeeeeee....

hahahahahahahaha...

oh yes...

gonna get my hands on that puma bag n gladiator sandals tomolo!!!

cannot wait!! hahahahahahaha.

oh well gotta go... need to catch up with my SLEEP since i slept super late last nite.. boo hoo...

2008-06-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

phewwww... wad a weekend....

parents teacher meeting yesterday was ok ok. i was too afraid to talk to the parents but thanks to principal, i managed to talk. hahaha. then off to lunch with the colleagues at marina LJS. ate and talked... then to killiney to sit n talk again n haf coffee. hahaha. then walked around marina. saw heaps os stuffi want. gladiator sandals, black cardigan, puma duffel bag, NIKE FREE MARYJANES, nike water bottle, clothes, clothes n more clothes...!!!!!! went to small aunts place after that.... as usual, hang around doing nothing. hahahaha. went home at 10...

woke up super early today.... NSSL.. at cck. of all places, cck. freaking far la. hahahah. it was a good game after all.... i had fun. thou the waiting part sux.... drives everyone CRAZY!!! hahahaa. went home str8 after that. went to small aunt's place again... ate then dozed off... hahaha. did stupid things... hahaha. the usual stuff that small aunt n tall niece will do. hahahaha.

lesson plans, NOT DONE! learning centre, NOT DONE!! reflective journals, NOT DONE!! so many stuff to do... so little time.... boo hoo... i haf till this thursday to complete them... arghh! HELLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

oh well gotta go... sleeepyhead wanna sleep!

2008-05-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

Pheww... jus finished cooking my spag sauce... bringing to work tomorrow. woohoo.... since N's been bringing food all the time. so its my turn tomorrow to bring....

field trip to farms is tomorrow. i haf to be in school earlier. need to help W with some packing... too many things to do... hehe. gotta be early coz they're leaving at 9..

hmmm too many things happen in school nowadays.... cant even be bothered with them.... super fake ppl. hahaha.... might be leaving after my practicums... but i dunno.. i feel sad if i were to leave. i love the kids.... but.. arggh better not say it here. hehe.

met new friend after work... went to bugis for dinner... hehe. shall not elaborate further.. hehe. afterall, i had fun. thanks to new friend... hehe

well, gotta go. need to do some stuff. hehehe.

2008-05-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

its been aaggess since i last update. weekends were great... woohoo..
the trip to sentosa with small aunt's p5 students was super fun. they did the high n low elements...
i tried one of them... the call it the LEAP OF FAITH! hahahaha.
its super scary i tell you. but i manage to reach the top n stand on the pole. hahaha.
we haf to jump n reach for the trampoline.....
i jumped! i manage to get hold of the trampoline... BUT IT SLIPPED!!! n its all thanks to sweaty palms....
small aunt also tried.... n guess wad.. she was standing on the pole for a whole 20mins!!! hahaha. she was too scared to jump. lol. poor small aunt. being pressurised by the ppl below. hehehe. but anyway, she did herself proud by standing there for a whole 20mins. hehe. even i couldnt do that...

went to the beach area during break... palawan beach is not bad actually.... hehe. but its more for family... but its a nice placce to go la... shud go there one day ok small aunt!! hehe.

the kids had their dinner in front of images of spore... then the first few groups were off for their nite walk. had their nite walk at the dragon trail..... i followed. its my first nite walk in the jungle. its mt first nite walk, walking with a stranger. hahaha. walked with one of the teachers....

the place is super dark n super scary.... gosh.. i will never walk there again... hahaha. went home late...

went for their campfire yesterday. went to small aunt's skool after work.... the campfire was super fun.... the instructors were spontaneous.. very spantaneous.... had mcD for supper.... cool or wad. hahaha. went home late...

today, nothing much happen at work... had to teach the smaller kids in the evening... super tiring la... i still haf a lot of things to do... parents teacher meeting things... arghh!! tired!! tired!! tired!! haha. oh well gotta go... need to do my stuff... i haf to stop procrastinating!!! bye

dun even try to test my patience....
i'm sick n tired of everything....
EVERYTHING!!!!

2008-05-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

woke up late today n i realized that i forgot to bring my lesson plan book home yesterday.... how cool is that?!
actually i wanted to go to school today to do my learning ctr but i was too sick to get up early... now that i forgot to bring home the lesson plan book... i still haf to go to skool.
bath n off to skool...

its a super hot day n yet i wore all black... STOOPID! lol. sat with N. played with the kids. brought home the kids' project works n creative exoression. thot of compiling them at home. lol. n we're off to mcdonalds for lunch. unfortunately mcdonalds was super full... n we decided to go home. lol.

went to small aunt's place... watched hindi movie on tv, mohabattein. did i get the spelling rite? lol. n we're luffing like hell for some stupid reasons.... lol. then went back home to change n get clothes for eyra. poor thing. she's sick. then back to small aunt's place....

watched duyung. its super funny la. small aunt's mum bought mee goreng... ate n talk2....

i'm going to sentosa wit small aunt tomorrow!! woohoo.... her p5s are having camp.... n i get to follow them!! wheeeeee!!! super funn!!!

n now i dun haf time to do my skool work. hahaha. see la.. pandai2 bawak balik... tapi tk buat... waste my energy only!! hahahaha.

oh well gotta go.. need to sleep. hopefully the fever will go off tomorrow... i wanna go sentosa!!!
byee!!

realize

2008-05-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

fever n flu sux big time....
too many things needed to be done...
learning centre not up yet.
i'm super dead la ok....

fever sux la... arghh.... n i got the wrong info from wana....
NSSL is next sunday...
not this sunday.... aiya....
boring boring....

its weekends.... n theres nothing much to do...
reflective journals.... arghh! i seriously dunno wad to write...
dunno if i wanna go skool tomolo n take all the project works...
still got heaps of stuff need to be done...

gotta go.....

2008-05-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

havent been updating lately...
been really bz with skool...
too lazy to update...
nothing new....
its the same old thing everyday...

oh yes..... NSSL is this SUNDAY!! arghh!!
svens will be joining DIVA LA FUTBOL this yr... wheeeee!! i'm joining them back... yayness!!! wheee....

gott go. bye!

2008-05-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

sick n tired of EVERYTHING!!!!

2008-05-18T10:40:00.002+08:00

my saturday was GREAT!!!!
went to dance audition with small n her eunosian kids... they took part in the dance explosion. the audition was at sengkang cc. went to her school first to help with the kids. then took the bus to sengkang cc. there were like only the 10 of us but the bus was super big! hahahaha.

the girls did very well. hopefully they get into the finals. hehe. good luck ya! then one of the teacher treat them mcdonalds...... took the bus back to school. had their treat n then changed n home sweet home. took the cab to small aunts place to put the stuff.

went to far east. its been aagggeeessss since we last went to far east together.... took bus 5. get some practicum stuff from shuwen.. then walked around far east. small aunt bought a wig! she looks nice.... everything looks good la on her. lol. n she was saying to me that y not wear a wig than hair extensions.... jgn ajar ehh!! hahahahahahaha.

walked to coffee bean at paragon. had our drink while waiting time to pass by..... talked2... then took a cab to century square. met the cousins. oh yea, we watched CONGKAK!! woohooo.... it was super good!! its a must watch i shud say. its super scary n the effects were super good.... LOL. small aunt n me was like shouting n swearing at the nenek most of the time. lol.

had supper at simpang bedok. tried the nasi goreng ayam tiga rasa. lol. wanted to try it agges ago but it seems that i always get the wrong order. lol. finally i got it yesterday. it was nice thou. lil beo had bullet steak. n i ate up his whipped potato!! hahahaha. went home around 1.

today, going to a kid's from my workplace b'day party.... meeting my colleague later. need to go get him a present.

not working tomorrow!! wheeeeeeeee!~ but i still need to do my reflective journals n stuff. arghh! practicums sux!! i got to do this once n thats it. hahaha.

the inconvenient truth

2008-05-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

yea.... its friday!!!!
finally..... i can relax... lol..
its been a really hectic week. practicum... kids' project work.... creative expression....
lol. too many things.
but still go out after work everyday.....
now, pocket da kosong!! hahahaha n its only the 16th!! hahahahaha.

met iza at mac after work today.... waited for her since i reach early.... yea n we talked2.... it was kinda cool thou. talked about secondary skool days... yea, we miss sec skool days. hahaha. talked about some other things.

adli came to do some stuff on the internet. then headed home. ALONE! lol. n i saw a DEAD CAT UNDER TREE ON MY WAY HOME!!!!! gross n scary!! arghhhhhh!!

so looking forward to go out wit small aunt tomorrow!! dance competition at sengkang n congkak movie after that! wooooohooooooo!!! tomorrow's gonna be super super fun!!!!

gotta go... BYE!

2008-05-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

practicum sux big time. theres so much to do but so little time. arghh!!
2nd day of practicum n yet i havent even do my journals. i'm DEAD!!
so many things need to be done.
ptm is end of this month..... need to compile the creative expression n projects by the end of next week.
will be going for another excursion with the kids!! woohooooooo!!!
yay!! so looking forward... seriously its not easy being an earlychildhood educator....

tomorrow's FRIDAY!! yayness! i'm so looking forward! coz its the only nite you can sleep late n wake up late the next day. LOL.

weeekends!! so many thing lined up for the weekends!! woohoooo!! dance comp.... birthday party.... n yes!! its a holiday on the monday! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......

i miss my girlfriends.... meet up soon ok girls!!
i miss small aunt! c ya this saturday ok!! we sure gonna haf heaps of fun!!! LOL.

2008-05-12T19:41:00.002+08:00

the outing with saliza n hafidz on saturday was super fun.... went to meet iza first. headed to marina. had lunch at mcdonalds while waiting for hafidz. then went to watch movie since hafidz got free tix. watched hati malaya. lol. its ok la. its about how malaya got its independence. hahaha. social studies. lol. played pool at lucky plaza. seriouslyi suck at pool... teach me other games but not pool. lol. but it was fun thou. playing anyhow. hahahahaha. accompanied hafidz to haf his dinner at the foodcourt. then walked to the cathay to meet small aunt. had donuts!! wwoohoo... its been aagessss since i last ate donuts. lol. waited for small aunt to finish watching ironman movie. sat alone at starbucks. had mocha frap... lol. thats my third one in a week.... LOL.

small aunt, hubby n his friend came. sat and talked2 at starbucks...talked till late nite. lol. talked about heaps of stuff la.... i super fun la... sitting at starbucks, drink coffee, talk2..... rather than the usual shopping. hehehe. came home late. heheh

went to marina wit small aunt yeaterday afternoon to go get the mother's day cake. the initial plan was to get the banana choc cake from secret recipe.... but too bad la. we shud haf pre ordered it which we didnt..... so we got the one from swensens..... sticky chewy choc with butterscotch ice-cream cake. woooohooooo.... super2 nice... small aunt got brooches for all the mums... mng purse for great grandma.... rock la die!! hahahahahahahaha. everyone was at small aunt's place yesterday. small aunt mum cooked mee soto, theres choc fondue! wad more could i ask.... hahahah. it was our first n the best mother's day celebration we had. lol.

went for dinner at daddy's sis's place at nite. it was an ok ok celebration. lol. not many came....

school today was ok. brought spaghetti for lunch... nothing happened in school today. except that they changed the tables in my class. they gave me a round table. i dun like!! lol. i prefer the rectangle tables la....

practicum's starting soon. i'm kinda scared... erghhh.... theres lots to do.... learning corners... arghh!!

gotta go... tired already..

2008-05-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

tireeeeedddd..... i am super tired... school today is super boring without another colleague since shes on 2 days mc... oh gosh.... theres a k2 boy's birthday today. the mum brought a cake to celebrate.... ok the cake is a vanilla sponge with fresh cream i guess... which is not my favourite. n one of the teacher gave me a big portion n i had to force myself to finish it. LOL. my bad.

went home straight today since i've been going out everyday... its driving me crazy... i'd rather go out after work rather than go home straight... due to some reason....

i'm freaking bored rite now. i've got nothing to do.... thanks to someone who doesnt allow me to go out!!! DAMN!

practicum starts on monday... i'm a bit scared thou. erghhh... i haf to handle the kids. little rascals i shud say... i seriously need to get this over n done with. register for my dpt. arghh. i still haf a long way to go.... gosh.

meeting saliza tomorrow!! wheee.e... its been a month since i last see her. lol. yea. n i miss her of course. hehehe. gonna hang out of course. wheeeee... got lots of stuff to catch up....

oh yes. i need to do my phonics stuff... sooooo boringggggggg...... need to go get the sand paper... can we go art friend tomorrow? hehehe dun think so. lol.

oh well i gotta. go........ sooooo sooooooo boring!!!!!!!!!
can we go cafe del mar.... i miss cafe del mar.......

2008-05-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

heaps of thin havent been going my way lately.
i've been going out everyday after work....
i haf my reasons why....
i'm pissed with almost everything...
i'm trying to swallow everything they say...
i'm trying to put on a deaf ear...
oh pls help me!!!!

met bestie at parkway today.... had starbucks... then retail therapy... hehe. went to look for bag at isetan. i'm still fickle whether to buy the billabong or the nike bag. n oh yes. i'm now eyeing on the nike free maryjanes... shud i get that? look nice thou... see. fickle me. arghh. got heaps of stuff to buy but i'll end up buying other stuff. lol.....

oh well gotta go. i seriously got no mood to blog.... sorry....

2008-05-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

work was crap today...... thanks to some ppl... n the kids are getting on my nerves day by day.. arghh!!

met the girlfriends without bestie after work today.... woohoo!! its been ages since i last see them.... went window shopping while waiting for them.... hahaha. i'm crazy... shop alone. hahaha. bought long sleeve top from cotton on. black. what else. all i wear is black black black. lol. sat at starbucks.... had my mocha frap finally. what a relief... oh plus oreo cheesecake! woohooooo!!
camwhored wit the girls... its super fun la ok. talked non stop..... we shud meet up more often ok. i love you girls!!

work tomorrow. oh gosh i;m so not looking forward to... i need to finish up the mothers' day thingy which is like halfway done... argh! i need to complete it by thursday. arghhh!! STRESS...

gotta go. gonna upload pics!! byeeee!

2008-05-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

freaking tired....
still haf so many stuff that i've not done. arghh!
flashcards n mother's day stuff! arghhhhhhh!!!!
plus the ppl in school.... i only look forward to go to work to see the lil ones, nicole n chevonne.

something happened in school made me really pissed today.....
shall not elaborate. dun spoil my mood..... lol.

went to meet small aunt today....
walked around city hall before meeting her.
window shopped alone....! hahaha. yea alone! i kinda like it coz i get to see stuff at my own pace n i haf all the time in the world to myself. i dun haf to think about ppl waiting for me n shit! hahahah.
saw the stuff i wanted but i'm still fickle whether to buy or not.. hahaha.
i of course need a new bag n shoe.
i'm currently eyeing on the gravis boxing shoes. damn! its super nice. but i'm afraid i might not wear it if i were to buy. like the previous one which is adidas. i only wore it like twicce n i had to throw it away since the suede got spoilt. arghhhh!!!

went to zara, topshop, mango, dorothy perkins n fox... saw really nice short sleeved shirts at fox. but i dun think i can wear coz the sizes are quite funny. lol...

meeting the girls tomorrow. but besties couldnt make it tomorrow. too bad.... meet up some other time ok bestie! its been ages since i last see them. the last time was like 1apr when we went to sentosa! thats really long...... i miss them la ok... we got lots n lots of stuff to catch up ok girls. hehehehehe.

ogot work tomorrow. boringgggggggggggggg... got lots of stuff to do. boringgggggggggggg... arghh! i'm gonna be super dead coz i havent do my flashcards!! die fid die!!! hahahahaha.

oh well gotta go... need to watch my new favourite MS SWAN! its super funny la ok. go watch it on youtube!!!

~fid

i know you can make it thru the rain........

2008-05-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

wad is so wrong with the way i dress?? just mind you own fcuking business! that is the way i dress. got a big problem?!erghh.. yea... some COUSIN just did that.

went to school today. cleared my locker. rearrange the phonics n reading books. plus throw away unnecessary stuff... not many came. i was super sleepy when the children were sleeping la... mcm mane tk ngantok. i slept at 1 the nite b4. lol. am i crazy or wad. lol.

went to bugis after that. the plan is to shop till you drop since pay is in. i was about to withdraw money.... guess wad!? I COULDNT WITHDRAW!!!! PAISEY GILE!!! i can only withdraw on monday! n so walked around bugis st without buying anything. but i've got something to buy once i can withdraw the money. which centres gives cheque as your pay? its freaking leceh.... when you gotta pay up your bills n shit. n everything is delayed... orghh...

went to see small aunt's dad at the hospital after that... oh yes. n the COUSIN was looking at the way i wear. its expected la... i was wearing shorts with leggings. hahahahah. but who cares. thats the way i dress. not some jubah with telekong like tudung!! LOL!

sleeping over at small aunt's place! woohoo!! this is super super cool. going to the hospital again tomorrow afternoon. n yea i haf to do the lesson plan. i haf the whole day at the hispital to do them . lol. well, gotta go.... super super tired already....

2008-05-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

i'm super tired....
work is super crazy.....
the kids are really driving me mad today.... they cant sit still. on holiday mood i guess. haha

small aunt's dad was admitted in the hospital.... poor him. he was alrite when i went over to their place yesterday... n today he's admitted at the hospital.... went to the hospital str8 after work. SGH. a lot of things change since i last went there. which was like 3yrs ago. lol. had deli potato from delifrance... i usually have the egg filling... but i got the chicken one today since the egg's not available. not really nice thou. i still prefer the egg filling. lol.

saw watermelon!! woohoo! that adorable baby... shes still the cutest n my favourite thou.... lol.

i'm going to work tomorrow. coz both my colleagues are working tomorrow. woohoo... at least i get to "CLEAN" my class. do my lesson plan shit n the flashcards. arghh@!!!!

going out shopping!!! yayness!~ lol. yea i still need to save up. cant spend every single cent. hahahaha.

oh well gotta go....

i miss you

2008-05-01T18:00:00.002+08:00

super super tired.... theres so much work to do this few weeks... need to catch up with the phonics n creative expression shit. erghh. lesson plan. damn! n i dun even know wad art n craft work i cn do with the kids tomorrow....

well enuf of work....
mr boyfriend went back to perth today. gosh... time flies real fast... didnt get to spend that much time wit him. i feel really bad... its all thanks to work... but we did went out for movies on tuesday... went out wit bestie n bf.... double date! lol. watched movie at marina since we met at esplanade n its already 6plus... watched awake. its a nice but painful movie..... lol. they came over to my place last nite... went to the airport to send him off with the pasir ris cousins... it was really sad la... i had to hold back my tears... i dun wanna cry in front of everyone... maluuuu. lol.

to mr boyfriend,
i'm really sorry i didnt get to spend time with you. i'm sorry i didnt see you everyday. i'm sorry i didnt take you to nice places while you were here.. i didnt bring you to SINGAPORE FLYER which i actually planned to bring you but i cant find the right time to. i'm sorry for being too shy. i hope you had a good time while you were here. i hope like the gift that i gave you. i didnt know wad to get you actually.... hehe. but most of all, I LOVE YOU!

its about time to save up... i really need to save up... i've been spending like nobody's business... argh. HELP!!!!!! need to save up for certain reasons.... *shhhhhhh* lol.

i've got skool tomorrow. can i not go? i'm dead tired.... i'm going back to skool on saturday morning. too many things to do!! too many!! arghh!! going out with the colleague after that. to merayap of course!!! hahahaha.

oh well gotta go, got some stuff to do... LESSON PLAN sux BIG TIME!!!

i love you...... i regret not telling you while you were here. i'm too shy to tell you. but i really do love you...

FID